Losing a Life (jo)

[Siege]

Suddenly, the car jerked, and Siege looked over at him as she looked out to see that he was pulling them over for a moment. Her eyes looked up at him softly, wide and round as he parked the car for a moment. Suddenly, he picked her up and placed her in his lap. Calling her Sage, as he seemed to do much more now than before. She looked up watching him softly as he cupped her cheek and he pulled her into a deep sensual kiss. Her lips moved with his, as she lost all sense of the world as her body gripped onto his. She moaned softly, the kiss was filled with so much love she never wanted it to break. But it would and had to they could not kiss each other forever. Finally, it broke and Siege panted softly as she looked up into his eyes.

“I would not kill to keep you and then just give you away”
“She is just doing this as a favor…you are stay with me…in my house…in my arms”
“You two will have to talk a bit….get to know one another…she may even want to do a dinner ever now and then….but nothing has to change…she’s not looking to be a mother yet, not to us anyway, but she may want to be there for us in general”

Sage smiled softly as she looked up at him. She figured it would be time for her and this Kathryn to meet, but for now she just wanted to be back with her boyfriend. She wanted to curl up in his arms and enjoy the touch of his arms, and the thrill of being in his arms to sleep, the wonder of waking up to his smile and having him cook them food. But he said he had all her favorites at home which meant that she would be eating something she really enjoyed later. All her favorites.

“Now relax….rest your eyes till I pull into the house”

Siege smiled.

"Kay."

She didn't move from his lap she snuggled into his neck and smiled as she let him drive again, if he said she was in his way she would move then. But until then she would snuggle up against his arms and smile as she relaxed.

"I love you."

[Josiah]

She did not say a thing but ‘kay’ and he could not help but smile. When she gave those short answers with that soft smile on her face he knew she was relaxed She didn’t move from his lap but that was fine, when he started driving again he seemed to drive slower now that she was in his lap helping him relax as well. “I love you to” he said softly back to her.

The rest of the ride was filled with quite content sighs of happiness them just snuggling into one another till they got home. He pulled into the driveway parked and killed the car. His wrapped his arms around her for a moment more before he opened his door and looked her in her eyes. “Lets go home baby” he said softly to her.

The got out of the car and walked up the stairs to the house hand in hand. He took off his shore immediately and loosened his tie before he looked to her and smiled “So baby…sleep or food first?” he asked curiously wondering what was in need of more.

[Siege]

“Lets go home baby”

Her eyes opened, having been so tired, so inbetween sleep and waking that she didn't even feel the car stop. The fact that he had his arm around her the rest of the drive home helped. He had stroked her side, and driven gently through the city on the way to their beach front home. Her eyes had been closed and while her breathing was deep she was not asleep merely resting happily in his arms. She smiled up at him softly as both his arms wrapped around her in a hug. She kissed the underside of his jaw, and got out of the car first since she was in his lap. Rubbing her eyes tiredly she followed after him.

Up the stairs and down the porch where it had all happened the other day. But it was over now. As he unlocked the door and opened it she felt at home again, a smile crossing her face as she stepped in and the door closed behind her. She remembered how much she felt unwelcome when she had first been here. But now it was as much her home as it was his and she loved being here. It was her sanctuary.

“So baby…sleep or food first?”

Siege looked up at him.

"Sleep. My room. Your arms."

She grinned up at him and raced up the stairs eager to see her room again. She moved to her dresser and pulled out some clean night clothes. She needed a shower first, she was filthy not to mention 'tainted' by that fuckers hands. She smiled at him as she passed and went in the bathroom stripping down but removed the coat with the utmost care. Jumping in the shower she spent just a few minutes in the hot water washing her hair and body before she got out and dried off feeling better after all that. She pulled on a small night dress. Pale green silk with ivory lace accents. it came down to just past her rear as she came back out. In her room she hung up her coat, and then came to the bed where he waited. Pulling back the covers she slid under them and into his arms.

"Tell me.. of your two days.." she whispered softly.

[Josiah]

Sleep, it seemed to be what they both wanted the most which he could understand well enough. But how she ran up the stair he had no idea. He chuckled lightly and ran up after her catching her as she ran passed him to her bed room. He smiled and sighed lightly before going into his own room and getting comfortable himself. Putting away his gun and getting out of his clothing he put on a pair shorts on before going into her room.

When she came in she grinned looking at her body he could not help but admire what was his, what she had given to him. She wasted no time in getting into the bed and into his arms just as he thought would be the case which made him only hold her tighter to his body breathing in her scent heavily having missed her so much. He had found it hard to breath while she was gone, now he was free once more.

“I was in holding for a while” He sighed “They kept me in a restriantive chair because of my outbursts” he sighed “After ten hours they allowed me a phone call and Kathryn came to get me…after that…I was obessed with getting you back…I came here and called anyone I thought could help” he sighed lightly “It was hard…to go about it the right way…every five minutes I nearly jumped out of the house looking to get you guns blazing without a plan” He bit his lower lip

Letting out a sigh he smile “After I got Gregorio… I came right after you…I was so afraid that being back there…that it would break you” he held her tighter “I was terrified I’d loose the girl that I came to love”

[Siege]

“I was in holding for a while”

“They kept me in a restriantive chair because of my outbursts” he sighed “After ten hours they allowed me a phone call and Kathryn came to get me…after that…I was obessed with getting you back…I came here and called anyone I thought could help”

“It was hard…to go about it the right way…every five minutes I nearly jumped out of the house looking to get you guns blazing without a plan”

Siege listened, her eyes already closed as she lay there with him. Already she was at home again. Back with the one that she loved. And the scent of him filled her nose, relaxing her even more. Her fingers ran over his body, touching his skin and enjoying the feel of it. Her eyes soft and filled with the love that she had for him. The love that she shared, the fact that he was going to come and get her.

“After I got Gregorio… I came right after you…I was so afraid that being back there…that it would break you”
“I was terrified I’d loose the girl that I came to love”

Siege smiled softly and pulled him over, on top of her, so she could touch his face, and her fingers stroked his cheek. Her eyes looked up into his and she smiled softly. Brushing his hair back from his red eyes as he lay over her. And between her legs she smiled softly. Gently she brought him down so that her lips would rush across his as she spoke.

"I am only me, because of you. I knew you would come for me. It was all that kept me going."

And then she kissed him. She was certainly not ready for sex, nor making love, that would come again though, but it would have to be he that pushed for it. It was his turn to heal part of her, to show her that it was okay and he loved her despite it all. But right now she needed his lips, she wanted to kiss him and she desired to feel his love through her lips. She wanted to feel his arms around her, and his hands running over her slender body as they kissed.

As the kiss broke she smiled.

"When you said you loved me.. that day.. I felt.. like there was .. hope and.. I .. have never been happier."

[Josiah]

She pulled him ontop of her and spoke to him making him smile before she pulled him into a kiss his hand unable to keep from touching her and pulling her closer. She was his living life line, without her he was not a man, not a person he was nothing without her put a living statue. When the kiss broke he could do nothing but stare into her eyes as she spoke and smile brightly.

“I can say it now….and mean it…and…and I want to say those words to you every day from now on” He said softly before his hands began to move into her hair “ love you….and I know I can never say it enough”

He kissed her once more softly letting it break hesitantly before falling onto the bed to her side his hands moving over her remembering every silky curve of her body, another hand in her hair to relax her.

“Sleep my wonderful girlfriend…rest with me….so I can say those words as soon as we wake up” he said softly whispering into her ear/