Continuous Need

[Kevala Badoer]

She had been home most of the day, alone. It was driving her nuts, literally. She had woken up hungry, and not for food, as most who knew Kev would expect. But Katsu had been gone and so had anyone else who lived in the house..

She had thought about waiting on Katsu to come home, but then the need had started to grow. So much so that she had felt the pain beginning to creep into her mind. Knowing that soon she would be out if she did nothing to stop it.

But the baby??

She had whimpered at the thought, but then came the thought of Sasha coming out, and her want to kill the young inside of her. She had a choice to make and given her options, she chose the route less likely to take the baby from her. So here she sat, on the floor of the bathroom, with a razor in one hand and blood streaking down her arm in several different places.

The problem was, there was not enough. She was still starving and yet had drank until she could feel the light headedness taking hold. Her body weak now, her breathing slowed as the blood continued to drip from her arm onto the flooring.

It was clear, should one walk in on her, that the cuts were deeper than usual this time. Her need having driven her to try and cut deeper, to bring forth more blood. But it had not been enough. She needed more.

But right now, she could not bring her hand up to her lips, lacking the strength to do so.

There was a sound of metal falling onto the floor...the razor having slipped from her fingers....

Funny, she had not felt it move....

She would open those eyes, dull in their shine, and look downward. She mentally noted all of the blood, but she could do nothing to stop it...Her mind slipping away from her

She...had to stop....the bleeding...but...but...

Her hand falling to the side, unable to reach the towel she so desperately needed....

She whimpered....thinking to herself that this time she was sure to die from what she had done to herself. But then her hand touched upon something small and rectangular....

Her cellphone......

Slowly she would manage a finger to the call button...Not sure who it was she had called last, but hoping that they would note her not answering in return and come home....

Her head falling back now as she struggled to stay awake....

Waiting......

[Mitsukai]

Mitsukai was sitting up in a tree at the nearby park where she had spent most of the day. Feeling that strong urge to get out of the house, she had never been the type of person to stay in one place at a time preferring to come and go as she pleased but always returning to the place she felt she was her home. She was beginning to doze off when her phone started to ring. It was unusual for anyone to call her since she had only a few contacts and she only really used this for emergencies. She took a quick look at the caller ID. It was Kevala. "Hello?" she answered, hoping it wasn't something too serious.

[Kevala Badoer]

She could barely make out the sounds of somebody on the other end of the phone...Whimpering softly she struggled to grip hold of the device, but it kept slipping through her bloody little fingers. Whimpering she would finally manage to push herself enough that the phone was gripped with her good hand, the one not covered in her own blood...

Slowly she managed to pull it up, bringing it to her ear as she spoke in a breathless and weak tone...Unsure who it was, and not caring. She just needed somebody....

H..Help...H..Home

She spoke the words, but that was about it. The phone falling from her grasp and clattering against the floor. Hopefully whoever heard that would know that she was home and obviously not in the best of conditions right now. Closing her eyes she again fought off the need to pass out, her hand seeking to grip hold of that towel once more. The blood soaking through her pants and shirt now....smears of it upon the floor where she had moved about through it.

[Mitsukai]

H..Help...H..Home

Then silence.......

Within a flash Mitsukai was on the move, jumping down gracefully out of the tree like a cat and bounding off towards their home. Luckily Mitsukai hadn't wandered too far away from the place that she was now staying with Katsuri and Kevala, and thanks to her unusual speed it wouldn't take to long to reach the house. Please be alright, please be alright she thought over and over again. From the sound of Kevala's voice it whatever had happened had been big. She could only hope things didn't get worse before she could make it there.

Fumbling for her keys Mitsukai quickly unlocked the door and busted in the house calling out the girls name as she ran through each room. But no one answered, it was dead silent. She was beginning to panic now as the seconds ticked by, every second possibly bringing the girl closer to death. Trying to keep herself from having a panic attack she continued her search.

Then Mitsukai spotted a light on in the bathroom, the door was closed so she opened it only to find poor Kevala laying in a pool of her own blood.

"KEVALA!" the girl screamed rushing up to her friend in an instant checking to see if she was still alive. Kev was breathing but she was bleeding badly, Mitsukai knew if she didn't stop the bleeding she might die. Taking her and Katsuri's child with her. She grabbed a nearby towel and quickly wrapped it tightly around the girl's cuts to stop the bleeding as she tried to keep the girl up.

[Kevala Badoer]

She whimpered, the feel of hands on her, a familiar tone that she could not quite place...Trembling softly she would allow her eyes to open enough to show her who it was that was here with her now. She was happy it was Mistukai...not one of the others...They may have well let her die.

But that was about all she could take, her eyes falling shut once more. She had really done it now. She knew, for the last few weeks that this had been coming. Knew that she would end up doing it to herself....(ooc:and it is stated in a lot of her threads just in case there is a question as to if it was made up or not =P)

She had tried to hide it, tried to fight it...but in the end, the mind always won. Whimpering as best she could she said the only thing that came to her mind. And of course, anyone would have known what that was.

K..Katsu...

Of course the girl wanted him. She loved him and needed him. He was family after all, the father of her child.

The baby.....

She had done this to try and save the child and now, with her life slipping away, the baby would be destined to the same fate. Tears welled up in her eyes at the thought, slipping from beneath partially closed lids and down her cheeks

[Mitsukai]

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK her mind panicking even more as the girls eyes slid close. She started shaking Kevala in attempt to keep her up. "Come one Kev don't go to sleep now you have got to fight this." Fuck if only she hadn't left the god damned house then none of this would've happened. It was obvious now to Mitsukai what had happened here. Kevala's blood lust had crept up on here and without anyone to feed off of in desperation she had cut herself but deeper then she intended. Now the poor thing would die if she didn't get help fast. Grabbing her cellphone while still cradling the girl in her arms she tried dialing 911 but her hands that were covered in blood now kept slipping and she dropped the damn thing. "Fuck!" she growled completely pissed off with herself. The girl would die soon if she did not get blood soon.

.......Wait......that was it! If Kev could get some blood in her system now she might just be able to hold on long enough for Katsuri to arrive. After all there was no guarantee that the ambulance could get here on time anyway. Pushing her long hair out of the way Mitsukai drew Kevala closer to her neck. "Take my blood now if you want to live." Ra please let this work she begged, hoping for a miracle.

[Kevala Badoer]

She felt herself being shaken, but she knew that it was no use. She was soooo tired....

If she could just go to sleep, just for a little while....

But then she was being moved, her head pulled toward something, her lips being pressed against flesh...

She whimpered. Mistukai was trying to feed her....

No, no, no, no, no..........She would take to much. She could not stop. She tried to pull back, but she was too weak to even think of the action, let alone tell her body to do it.

But then the thought of blood came into her mind. The need for it. The need to live.....

The baby......

Katsuri.......

And with every last bit of strength she had she would open her mouth and allow those teeth to sink into the girl's flesh. Biting down until she felt the blood start to flow into her mouth. Barely able to swallow as she tasted that all too familiar taste.

[Mitsukai]

Mitsukai bit down a scream as the girl bit her. Her instincts screaming at her to push the girl off and run but instead she just held on to the other girl tighter. Her hand cradling Kevala's head as she feed off of her. Determined not to let go until Kevala had her fill. Mitsukai fought to keep focus as the blood was being drained from her system, if she were to pass out now it would be trouble for the both of them.

[Kevala Badoer]

Kevala (ooc: who is NOT going to die) would whimper out a bit stonger now, pulling her head back as best she could. No, no more...She was at least of that frame of mind to not drink more than the girl could handle....She was not about to kill somebody.....

Okay, well at least not somebody she liked.

There were so few of them on that list, she did not need to shorten it. She would push herself away, shaking her head and forcing the weakened girl to let her go...Feeling that other part of her wanting to come out she would struggle to find her voice.

Go...you..you have to go...away from me..now...

She would manage to pull back just about the time the pain assaulted her. Those thoughts coming to her mind as she struggled to keep them back.....eyes flicking from icy blue to red as she held them open now...

P..please go....now....

That was all that was said, she would continue to try and push herself away...not sure how long she could hold back the bitch inside her.

[Mitsukai]

She was already beginning to feel light headed, her thoughts unfocused before Kevala stopped feeding and begged her to leave. Mitsukai was reluctant to just abandoned the girl, she had her fill for now but she wasn't out of the woods yet her wounds still needed to be attended to and there was no telling what could happen next if she left now despite her own condition. The she noticed Kevala's eyes changing color and her blood ran cold. This could only mean one thing....that one of her the girl's persona's was trying to make it's way to the surface. Judging by the others pleads it had to be one of the dangerous ones. Perhaps the one that she had seen the night Katsuri had attacked her. This wasn't going to be pretty. The persona could hurt the two of them if she broke free, there was only one way to deal with this... picking up the phone off of the floor and dragging herself out of the room (though not too far away) she called Katsuri and prayed he'd pick up before it was too late.

[Kevala Badoer]

Kevala was never happier to see somebody run away from her. Her small form falling onto the ground as she felt the pain run through her entire body. Trembling softly as she cried out. Her hands wrapping about her stomach as she curled up on the floor. Blood now soaking her hair, and getting all over the rest of her. But that was the least of her concerns....Sasha had been getting worse and worse with each passing day she came out......this situation would not set for a good day with Sasha at all........

Blood........

Death................

Kill...................

Darkness...........

Red eyes opened to look about the room, her body was....

Weak?

Covered in blood?

On the floor?

What the hell was going on here? She would slowly try to push herself up, unable to do so due to pain in her arm and her hand slipping in blood on the floor. She growled, weakly, but still she growled....She was gonna kill these fucking people yet...She was tired of this shit....As soon as she could get up, all hell was going to break loose in this fucking place.

[Katsuri Katashi]

Well. Imagine the surprise of the eight foot man, when he got an urgent call from Mitsukai, to which, he picked up the phone and answered it. "Hello?" Lets figure out where the big man was. He was about ten minutes away from the house, picking up produce for dinner tonight, he had planned on making steak out in the pit, and uber stuffed baked potatoes with side salads. Yet. He had been standng in a line for nearly half an hour, and it was starting to get annoying.

It was like they had the retard up there mashing numbers, or some kind of trained chimp that had a little too much THC when he came in. Still. Over the crowd, the big man would have just yelled simply. "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" And it got quiet. Really quickly actually, he would have brought his phone back up to his ear. "Yea, what do you need Mitsukai? I am at the store."

It probably would have been comical to see the big man pushing a metal cart along like he were nothing more then a normal shopper.. the issue was the car only came up to about his groin so it looked funny as hell.

[Mitsukai]

"Kev's....in trouble...." Was all the girl could manage to say, the blood loss had made her rather weak now and she could barely focus on anything. Things had gone a bit silent in the bathroom which only increased her worries more, what had happen to Kevala. "please hurry..." She tired to get back up on her feet to investigate only to stumble back down again.....fuck.

[Kevala Badoer]

She was so mad that she wished nothing more than to kill somebody. Hearing a female voice not far off she tried to get up once more but still could not. But, she did manage to find a razor...Ha! This could work to her benefit after all...

She may not be able to kill them, but that thing inside of her she could....

Yes, she was planning what you think she was planning. Cut the damn thing out. Remember, Sasha had no self preservation in her.....She only knew that she wanted it out....

So dragging herself across the bathroom floor she grabbed up the razor, rolling onto her back and pulling up her blood soaked shirt. Her hand bringing that razor to her flesh there and........

Nothing.....

Her hand froze.......

But not of her own will....

She kept trying to cut into herself, but she couldn't. What the hell was going on? She would then growl and pull the razor away. Shifting it into the opposite hand....the one which was all cut to hell and then brought it across the arm which until now had been fine....

Well, she could still cut herself, so what the hell, another deep cut to her arm, letting more blood free from her weak body. Okay, now that she knew it would work she once more tried to lower the blade to her stomach, but again, when she tried to cut, the hand would not move....

She growled....That meant that.....Kevala...that little bitch......Suddenly she was in the dark, gone once more.....

...............................

Icy hues would open up, struggling to keep that bitch locked away inside of her as she shifted to pull herself up on the bathtub. Managing to get herself into a seated position.

But Sasha was fighting to get out...She had to stop her from this or she would surely lose the baby...She shifted and let her head fall against the wall. Struggling for breath as she cut her arm once more...feeling Sasha fade slightly.....If this is what it took she would keep doing it.......

Dare anyone to try and touch her....she was a little out of it at this point.....Lost in her own little world of blood and pain....It would not be wise for Mistukai to come back in...She would kill her.......Not know what she was doing at the time...

[Katsuri Katashi]

The girl sounded fain, as if she were about to pass out herself.. the words that slipped from her mouth and through that little ear piece held to the side of Katsuri's head, would have just gotten a blink. Surprise? Not really. Just a growl, and of course, with the way Mitsukai sounded he was betting on the worst of it after all, it had not been that long since Arthur had threatened her and she had come home crying about the whole ordeal.

A removal from this place was the first of his goal, and that came in the form of that phone being crushed and let to fall to the ground. That nose up raised in anger he would have grabbed the end of that tiny cart and hurled it towards the front of the shop. This instantly had everyone getting down and getting the fuck out of his way which is what he wanted.

He did not run. No. He walked, but that pace was feverish, right out of the shop and right into his car, starting it up, plowing it into the car infront, and then the one in the back as he forced himself out of the parallel spot without a car. Then he was off, heading down that road with that engine roaring in a manner far beyond something the car should have been able to. Hitting into 5th, 6th. He had to have been going about hundred sixty and the thing still had three more ticks to flip over, and that was just what the dials read, not what it could put out. The spoiler was in the back for a reason. It helped him to grip curves.

It took him less then half the time it should have to reach the house, and the sound of the car hitting roughly into one of the pillars of the buildings front awning should have signified that he was home.. and he was not happy. Right in the front door, and a massive roar of a yell let loose. "KEVALA!"