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Post by Katsuri Katashi on Oct 25, 2009 15:49:30 GMT -8
He snorted as she got up and was getting ready to walk off, he of course grabbed her wrist and tugged her back down into his lap, holding her there. One hand moving to her stomach, softly stroking over it. "I know I am a father.. but as I stated many times before I am estatic about it. I might now show it but I am, and I would not want it to happen with anyone else besides you dear sister. " He smirked at that and bit her jaw lightly, nuzzling in nice and close.
A lot was being taken for granted here, even though it seemed like outwards he was not being caring, he was in someways, just not visually. He nuzzled into her once more and let his head rest on her shoulder.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Oct 25, 2009 15:54:08 GMT -8
She sighed as she was pulled into his lap. Gods she was weak! A few nice words and a little snuggling and all her anger went right out the window. Letting her head rest upon him, she felt the little ones kick at his hand. A shake of her head as she closed her eyes.
"I know this dear brother. But you have to understand that....
Nevermind. I could tell you how it makes me feel and it would do no good. Only serve in making me mad at you for showing no interest."
With that she would nuzzle into him, a soft purr given as her hand came up to rest over his that was on her stomach.
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Post by Katsuri Katashi on Oct 25, 2009 16:00:46 GMT -8
It was not as if he were a beast, he did not see everything that happened but he did recognize that she was unhappy right now, and if she was unhappy then he was unhappy as well. That hand continued its soft slow stroke over her stomach, smiling as her own came onto it and moved along with it, making him feel at least in some sense at peace. Where they were right now, this was where he wanted to stay and never to move from it again. "No. Please. Tell me dear sister. I want to hear what it is that is bothering you, so that I can fix it. "
As off as it may have sounded coming from his lips, he meant every word he had just said, knowing that unless he fixed this issue then Kevala would have never felt at ease in is arms and in the presence of others she thought to be getting more of his time.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Oct 25, 2009 16:07:27 GMT -8
Her hand would continue to follow along with his. The feel of the little ones moving being felt here and there as she closed her eyes and sighed. Why did he do this to her? Why did he drive her to point of madness and then show her the side of him she loved so much?
Because he was Katsuri. That was why. Heh
"It bothers me that you show no interest. I think I am understanding as to the way you are and the things you do. I do not say much. I stand by silently, and let you do as you please. But this......the children.....is very important to me and sometimes, due to hormones I am sure, when you seem so.....calm with it. It makes it feel as though the whole thing has no effect on you."
She shrugged, another nuzzle offered as she let out a content sigh. She did love him. More than she knew she should. But she could not help the way she felt. Even if it opened her up to be hurt in a way that nothing before had ever managed to do.
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Post by Katsuri Katashi on Oct 25, 2009 16:14:24 GMT -8
"I am afraid... I must apologize it seems. As this.. this calm.. this peace.. is how I show my happiness." He would have pulled his hand back from her stomach, moving it up to softly stroke across her cheek before he had to lean in and press a kiss just moments after he had stroked the very same spot in such a soft, loving manner.
"Still. Even despite this.. I have to assure you dear sister, that I most certainly care.. and it does bother me. Not in the sense that it is bad, but more that I am at peace with it and happy to know that my children. OUR children. Will be coming into this world. " A nod of his head, and his hand would have taken its spot back at her stomach as he slipped to rest back. -
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Oct 25, 2009 16:20:23 GMT -8
She sighed contently to his touch, purring out as she felt his lips upon her flesh and letting her head lean into him once more. As his hand returned to her stomach her own would find place atop it. The other coming up to brush against his neck softly.
"I understand brother. I honestly do. Just sometimes, it is hard to remember when I myself am so very emotional. I do try however. I just know that I love you more than anything in this world and I hope that you do know this."
She would smile then, letting her head shift enough so that she could place soft lips against the flesh of his neck.
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Post by Katsuri Katashi on Oct 25, 2009 16:29:14 GMT -8
Love? More then anything in life? Well. He would have just nodded his head and leaned in, pressing another kiss to her, this time on her neck. He held her close, making sure to keep his rubbing of her stomach soft and gentle, even though the other made itself known to her by clamping her little body into his own making her realize that he did indeed still claim her as she said.
"Well. I love you too as well.. regardless of what I do not say.. I want no harm to come to you or our children. " He nodded his head and would have leaned into her, trying to let her know how he felt by way of touch as well as words.. granted.. he was refraining from the perverted part of it given this was an intimate moment.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Oct 25, 2009 16:40:00 GMT -8
She stopped moving. His words hitting her hard as she nuzzled there against him. Okay, to be very clear. He had told her he cared, he had showed her thus numerous times. He had said she belonged to him.
If there was a term to use for affection he had done so. But not once. NOT ONCE had those three words left his lips. She had wished it, many many times. But in the end she had resigned to the fact that he would never really love her.
The fact that he said thus now was enough to draw a little whimper from her as she rested there. Her hand faltering in its movements on his body as she let this soak in. Not sure what to say. Usually she would tell him something like....I know....but in this instance he had caught her completely off guard.
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Post by Katsuri Katashi on Oct 25, 2009 16:44:44 GMT -8
Well. Who was to say that being caught off guard was always a bad thing right? As with this occurrence it was not a bad thing but a good thing... that is if she thought it to be such. He could never be sure, as her motions faltered and so did her words as she let a whimper utter from deep in her throat.
"Whats wrong love?" It was easy.. now of course. He had not said it before, because she had not yet breached that inner circle. No one else had. Ever. Really. Kevala was now on the inside.. his sister.. mother to his three children to be.. and his mate. Well. Was that not just the peachiest thing you had ever heard? He thought so.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Oct 25, 2009 17:05:28 GMT -8
"I...I..."
She had no clue what to say right now. She was happy. Dont mistake her silence as anything else. But still her mind played those words over and over again. Drawing in a deep breath she let her small hands come up, both resting on either side of his face and lifting his head so that she could look into his eyes. Tears swimming in those icy hues.
Emotional much? Well for gods sake she was pregnant. With three babies none the less. What would you expect?
"I just never thought to hear such words from you. That is all. I had thought that you would never let me inside your heart. But there is nothing wrong. I am happy is all. Very happy."
She smiled, even as a tear slid from the corner of her eye and rolled down her cheek. Letting her lips press against his own now as she purred out to him softly.
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Post by Katsuri Katashi on Oct 25, 2009 17:18:00 GMT -8
"Never let you in? Well. I will admit that before I had learned you were my sister.. or that you were carrying my children that I was distant for a reason.. and even slightly after. It just." He shook his head and sighed slightly. "Letting people close has always been a death sentence for me, its never worked in the past, and there was no way to tell that you were different. "
This of course was just him being him.. but it was true, regardless of what she thought otherwise. Any time anyone had ever gotten close to him it ended in disaster and he had a wall up to prevent that kind of shit from happening ever again.. its why he could seem distant at times.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Oct 25, 2009 17:22:42 GMT -8
She would listen. Her head tilting slightly as she shook her head. She did understand. Did he think that it was easy for her to let him in? No, it had not been but for some reason she was unable to help it.
"I understand. I really do. Know that as long as I can help it. I shall not hurt you. I would rather give my own life than to have such a thing happen."
She would then let her head rest against him as she ran her hand over his chest lightly. Her other finding its spot atop his on her belly. A soft sigh passing from her as she closed her eyes. Relaxing there with him. For the first time in forever, she was completely at peace. For now.
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