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Post by Kevala Badoer on Nov 30, 2009 20:58:26 GMT -8
It was another long day at school and it had not even started yet. BAH!! Making her way into the building she would sigh. Things were just so up in the air lately. It had been forever since she had seen Mitsu and she was worried as hell about her. But she had not gone looking again. She felt bad enough about everything that had happened with Gabriel.
Gabriel.....
Another touchy subject. Gods! Was there not one uncomplicated thing in her life?
The answer seeming to scream out in her mind
SPIKE!!
Yeah, he was not complicated at all. He was just Spike. He cared for her, and she for him. He was great with the kids, protected her, took care of her and was there for her.
What more could a girl ask for?
Nothing!
She smiled at the thought of him and would shake her head, rounding the corner and heading down the English hallway. Though first period was boring as hell without Mitsu there now, but what could be done huh?
Dressed in a pair of jeans and grey t-shirt she would sigh as she reached up, pushing her hair back from her face and running her tongue over her lips.
As she reached the class she noticed the sign on the door.
Fuck!
The door was locked and now she had to wait in the hall.
FUN FUN FUN!!!
Growling softly she would look at the rest of the class and then move to stand off by herself. She was not feeling like the social butterfly she had become today. Not in the least.
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Post by Mitsukai on Nov 30, 2009 21:26:34 GMT -8
*SIGH*
It was Mitsukai's first day back in school after over two months since a huge series of complicated situations arose. Once again she felt like the new kid in school, she almost forgot where her classes were and she was nervous and jumpy. Which meant to the other students she was aggressive and rude. Why was she so nervous? Well because there was a few people that she was worried about facing right at the moment. One of them being Kevala. She had not seen that girl since the incident and she was not even sure how she felt about her now. In most ways Mitsukai still thought of her as her friend and her main concern was Nami's strong desire to kill the other girl. Though now she had better control of her alter ego thanks to Ryu's help it was hard to control the alter ego particularly when she was furious. The mere thought of Kevala made Nami go insane (More so then she actually was >.>) there was no guarantees of the poor girls safety.
The other issue was what occurred in their last confrontation. Thanks to Nami Mitsukai had doubts on how much Kevala cared about her. The girl might want nothing more then to see her dead and she frankly couldn't blame her. But the thought of that hurt. She did not want to lose the first friend she ever had because of this but she did not know what to do.
She had planned originally to stay hidden a bit longer till she could figure out what to do but thanks to Sara she was forced back into school far too soon. She had no idea how she would deal with this problem, she had to face Kevala sometime but.....
Mitsukai silently made her way over to english class, her mind lost in thought until of course she tried to open the door.
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What the fuck the door wouldn't open?!
She spotted the note hanging from the door inches from her face. Fuck so she'd have to stand there for fifteen minutes in the hallway before she could get in. Damn this sucked. Mitsukai scanned the area, looking for a place she could stand by as she waited when her golden eyes fell upon Kevala.
Great the last person she wanted to see at the moment. She had forgotten that she had English with the other girl. Mitsukai would turn away quickly before Kevala could spot her to move to a more hidden spot. Glaring coldly at anyone that got in her way. Maybe it was best to skip the class for now. Not like there was much she could do to avoid Kev in a classroom. Yeah it was best if she just left right now.
With that thought in mind Mitsukai would try to leave, slipping through the throng of students silently to make her escape unnoticed. It wouldn't be that difficult to do at least seeing that she was much smaller then the other students, it would be hard to pick her out in the middle of the crowd.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Nov 30, 2009 21:38:52 GMT -8
Kev was lost in thought at the moment. Not really paying much attention to the things around her. When a strange wave of nervousness washed over her. What the fuck?
Her eyes shot up. Looking over the group of students. There were no new kids enrolling today. Not that she knew of at least. Then eyes settled upon a familiar form taking off into the crowd. Trying to escape unnoticed.
Mitsukai?
She thought to stay put. To let the girl leave and be done with it for now.
But honestly.....was that Kev? No not really. So she pushed away from the wall and took off after her.
Cutting through the group of people and reaching out to pull the girl to stop, the kids around them moving out of the way. People had heard rumors on what had happened and knew better than to get between the two. Assuming Kev was going to kick her ass or something.
But that was so not the case.
"Mitsu please wait."
She pulled her hand back now, hoping the girl would stop. She could understand if her friend was no longer such and if the girl even tried to kick her ass. But the point was that Kev needed to explain herself. It was the least she could do given all that had happened between the two.
Tucking a bit of hair back behind her ear she would bite her lower lips softly, now she was the one nervous. Heh. Go figure.
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Post by Mitsukai on Nov 30, 2009 21:53:12 GMT -8
"Mitsu please wait."
She flinched instinctively at the sudden contact. She could feel Nami's rage spike up instantly at the realization of who it was that grabbed her.
Damn.....
That was NOT good.
Mitsukai forced Nami back further into her mind. The crazed alter ego might not be trying to take over now but unless Mitsukai did not try to show her who was the boss this confrontation could get ugly and fast.
With a heavy sigh Mitsukai would turn around to face Kevala. There was no use in running anymore she knew that. "yeah?" was all she could really muster. She had always thought about when this moment would come. She had replayed various situations like this over and over in her head since she had left and yet when the time came.......she did not know what to say, what to do.....
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Nov 30, 2009 22:00:37 GMT -8
She would sigh as the girl turned back to look at her. She really did not know where to start but she knew she had to. She could feel the rage from the other personality spiking up at the note of her being there. She had to get this over with...And fast.
"Look about what happened with Gabriel. I honestly did not know he was following me. I did not know he would go to those lengths over me. Secondly, the things I said.....he was going to crush your jaw...and that is an injury that can never really heal right.....I did what I had to in order to stop him. I am just lucky he listened."
She ran the words out as best she could. Drawing in a deep breath before continuing on.
"You are my best friend and I know I have not been the best friend in the world and I am sorry. I do not hold it against you what Nami did. I really dont. I understand due to the way Sasha is. I just.....I wanted to fight against her..not you but Gabriel...he...he did not care...I dont know why he acted the way he did...but I knew that I could not stop him and if I stood in his way it would have only made him more enraged and he would have likely killed us both or fucked us up beyond repair. I know you probably dont believe me...but it is true.......I am sorry."
She fell silent. Those icy hues falling over Mitsu as she waited now. Fully prepared to be yelled at or hit or both. Heh....She could take it.....she had been preparing for this since that night.
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Post by Mitsukai on Dec 1, 2009 19:54:54 GMT -8
Mitsukai could barely hear the other girl as the alter ego began to scream in her ear. The screaming in her mind was so intense it was creating a massive headache, she had to hold her head in her hand and shut her eyes just to keep her head from spinning. SHE'S LYING SHE IS FUCKING LYING! Don't let that bitch trick you again! Do you honestly think that if she left you to die as she did?
"W-why did you leave me?" she asked, fighting back tears. It was the question that always ran through her mind whether she wanted to or not since the incident. The one thing that Nami insured she'd never forget. A part of her felt like she had deserved it, it was after all her fault that Nami existed in the first place to cause harm. Even then it still hurt her that the one person she had ever opened up to in her life time left her for dead. It made things worse that when Mitsukai had to face the person at last instead of being cold or shunning her Kevala had reached out to her. It made things much more confusing.
She fell silent for a moment, allowing the other girl time to respond to the question.Whether the girl could say anything Mitsukai's overflowing emotions would consume her. Everything was her fault, all the pain and suffering they both went through was all her fault.
She finally broke down, tears streaming down her face as she buried her head in her hands. "I'm sorry." she cried, her tiny form shaking in overwhelming grief. That was all she wanted to say, all she could say. Though no amount of apologies would ever make up for the things she had allowed to happen.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 1, 2009 20:37:00 GMT -8
Why did she leave her? She honestly could think of only one thing.
"I left because if I had stayed Gabriel would have continued...or he would have simply grabbed me and drug me away with him and possibly hurt you more in the process....I took my leave with him in hopes of getting him out of there and away from you. I would have gone back for you as soon as he dropped me off but we had a fight that night and he knocked me out..Next thing I know....I was home in bed. I went back to find you but you were already gone."
She had enough time to get that out before the girl began to cry and say she was sorry. Shaking her head Kevala took a step forward and grabbed her friend up in a hug.
"It is okay. I was never mad at you! It was always the other that is inside you. I understand you would never hurt me. I should have done more to help you control her but I did not know how to teach you."
She felt her own eyes tearing up as she sniffled lightly and shook her head once more.
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Post by Mitsukai on Dec 4, 2009 18:17:37 GMT -8
"It is okay. I was never mad at you! It was always the other that is inside you. I understand you would never hurt me. I should have done more to help you control her but I did not know how to teach you."
"It's not okay." she sobbed. "If I had been careful that bitch would never had the chance to hurt you." Mitsukai had known since day one that Nami was dangerous, she had tried to be careful of the other side but once it seemed as if Nami had calmed down during the first month or so after she had awoken Mitsukai had let her guard down. She had learned the hard way not to do that again but no matter what she did now could ever erase what had took place that fatal night. They'd both have to live with the scars of what happened that day.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 4, 2009 18:28:17 GMT -8
She would take a step back from Mitsu and shake her head.
"I knew that you were unstable at the time and yet I did not lock my door that night. If I had only done that then this whole thing would have never happened and the event with Gabriel would have never occurred. I do not know why he did what he did, and I will forever be sorry that I led him to you."
She honestly was. She had not known that Gabriel had her followed and she regretted not noticing it before. She never meant for the girl to get hurt the way she had.
She had not thought that Gabriel would do such a thing for her. To this day she did not fully understand why he had gone to such lengths to avenge her. She was thankful in a way that he seemed to care that much, but confused at the same time.
"We both have things to be sorry for. But I do know that you are one of my best friends and I care for you almost as my sister. Despite my crappy actions as a friend."
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Post by Mitsukai on Dec 14, 2009 10:46:13 GMT -8
Mitsukai shook her head.
"If was smart enough I should have seen it coming." she said simply pain evident in her voice. At the time it seemed as if the other persona was not going to do anything. No one suspected that the crazed bitch would pull a fast one on them like this. No one had foreseen that Nami could take over Mitsukai's body in her sleep but even then the mere fact that Mitsukai had a split personality should have been enough reason for the girl to at least move out of the house if not been locked up in her room every night. That had been her foolish mistake, and in the end they both paid for that misjudgment. It was too late to erase what had happened. Things could never be the same again.
"I betrayed you that night........I don't even deserve your forgiveness."
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