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Post by Bastille Amtrum on Dec 27, 2009 5:24:50 GMT -8
"simple, you know what to do...you've been doing it. Move on...she would have died anyway, this way at least.."
She paused her eyes glancing away. The wheels in her mind worked, remembering those times again. Sighing she turned back, she knew what to do...and yet she hated to admit to the poor bastard that it would be the same pain for a very long time. It wasnt something that faded, rather you got used to feeling it and adapted it...maybe in a way that was fading.
"You'll mope for a while, hate her, hate yourself, then knowing you....see this as part of the depression and pain you must endure and then leave it be when something more pressing comes along. Gabriel...you cant be a matyr without love."
Like everything else, she knew Gabriel like the back of her hand, however it was only a guess as to what his true goal was. Some part of her expected him to turn to face her with a dumbfounded expression, the other half angry...but a small part of her hoped he'd understand.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 27, 2009 5:30:07 GMT -8
Gabriel did none of the above simple remained staring unable to think, speak, or even breath he was in a standstill moment where he figured anything would be better than to just simply sit here stagnant but still he wouldn't move. He didn't want to move on, all his other options were things he didn't particularly want, of course Gabriel had always wanted what others had and what he did not. Quite honestly it was a silly notion to ever believe he could achieve a perfect balance of all things. A fools dream.
"hmph.."
His only reply still stoic without move, still remaining just the child he'd longed to be all the while he grew up too rapidly dreaming of grandeur while no one was able to just allow him to remain a kid, to remain unchanged and easy going.
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Post by Bastille Amtrum on Dec 27, 2009 5:33:59 GMT -8
Bastille had grown up to fast as well, but for other reasons entirely. She had accepted that she would never be a child in one part, but yet another part of her heart and mind belonged to that very same child who remained most of the time dormant. It was not a gift, ney a curse that slowly ate at Bastilles own sanity. How could one be three people and yet one at the same time? They couldnt. But Gabriel was a pressing matter in and of himself...who was this girl...it was rather curious. Bastille stood and withdrew one last water balloon from her chest, happy he hadnt noticed it there with her added cup size...then broke it over his head getting them both slightly wet.
"Keep walking Gabriel, or else your own thoughts become your enemy"
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 27, 2009 5:38:11 GMT -8
*Splosh*
Yup that one couldn't be evaded by any means but it did open up a slight opportunity, raising the corner of his lips into what could almost under a microscope be conceived as a smile. Yep at least he'd given it a bit of a try, and that breast balloon certainly did add to his attempt though he'd allow himself to listen to a bit of advice keep on walking. With that turned into keep on thinking... That balloon had been on Bastille's breast, and popped on his head.
Gabriel's smile instantly broke out and he laughed again this time only slightly restrained before thinking about it a bit more. It grew into an uproarious laughter disturbing a few people nearby till they averted their gazes.
"Thanks.."
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Post by Bastille Amtrum on Dec 27, 2009 5:44:05 GMT -8
Bastille let him muse whatever was going through his dirty little boy brain smiling to herself.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 27, 2009 5:48:08 GMT -8
Gabriel got to a standing position now feeling his heart weigh a little lighter but knowing well enough of course nothing would ever be perfect, sure he'd try to once again win Alexis' heart back over but it'd be a hard fought battle. However at the very least he knew she loved him back. That was at the very least the best consolation prize he could manage. Given a few years out of high school perhaps they'd stand a better chance with all this.
"So whats up with the Queen of everything sadistic...?"
By that he was referring to Bastille of course, it suit her.
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Post by Bastille Amtrum on Dec 27, 2009 6:02:27 GMT -8
"oh you know, life gets boreing...so im forced to amuse myself."
She grinned rather happily. Good title, had a certain crisp ring to it. Besides life was actually very eventful. Rather- she was trying excessivly hard to run from it and ignore it at the same time. Something not easily done on both accounts. David once again was missing even after he had lectured her on leaving so suddenly and stuff...hyporcrite. Also home life was simply not amusing enough to keep her mind occupied and she was reading novels again...which meant her life was taking a turn for the worst. These thoughts brought her teeth to clentch and her mind to irk suddenly. Her brow even began to twitch, irritation settling in.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 27, 2009 6:06:03 GMT -8
Gabriel chuckled lightly as her statement wasn't sold exactly as she'd planned or how Gabriel would certainly be hoped to pick up upon. He gave her a relaxed grin almost saying that they'd deal with it together but of course the words were never there to seal the deal, rather there bond was a separate one built upon mentalities rather than actions.
"You aren't the best liar either Bastille... why don't you tell me whats the matter? We can sort it out...somehow."
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Post by Bastille Amtrum on Dec 27, 2009 6:30:32 GMT -8
"there is no sorting out....Davids missing, end of story." She huffed bitterly.
She didnt want Gabriel in on this, if only to keep David from becoming more suspicious. Besides why would Gabriel want to help? It involved David and they HATED eachother...but whever the case was...Bastille could handle it. It wasnt something she could activly do something about at the moment anyways....beside he called her bad an lying. Show him a thing or two...she could actually be very good at it when she needed to be.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 27, 2009 14:50:45 GMT -8
Gabriel chuckled a slight bit. Missing hm? That was an odd turn of events for the once spectacular ex-captain of 259. It was funny honestly. Though she was very wrong when she figured he hated David. He shrugged, he was quite the rival, and was surely to blame for pushing Gabriel to this point. Yes he was to thank for Gabriel's current existence.
"How can I help...?"
Gabriel said serenely.
"He's not all that bad, besides of course being a stubborn ass... much like you, but in a good way."
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Post by Bastille Amtrum on Dec 28, 2009 17:57:03 GMT -8
"and im stubborn in a bad way?" She mused aloud avoiding the point.
Honestly, there was nothing he could answer to his other question. What was there to say? Nothing either of them did would make David poof in the room and still explain why he kept...vanishing. Bastille was in a constant state of....well she didnt know quite what to call it. Was it boredum? It felt like an emptiness she couldnt fill...when he was gone or out...she was bored all the time. Gabriel, Unfettered, anyone really....talking to people nulled it....fighting with people hid it. But when the day was done, she felt.....lonely.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 29, 2009 18:39:03 GMT -8
Gabriel snickered with her a bit, of course stubbornness was often good when the time called for it but now she was just being a tad bit childish in her own sense. Gabriel shrugged naturally tacking it lightly only to divulge himself in deeper, knowing Bastille as well as he did at this point pinned her as the depressed tpe when left alone, she was all too much like him when left without anything to keep the weary mind active.
"How's about you help me with something?"
Gabriel smiled firmly, "Unless of course you're more willing to skulk in boredom?"
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Post by Bastille Amtrum on Dec 29, 2009 23:52:46 GMT -8
"depends on the something frenchy....." She said chewing at a tooth pick absent mindedly.
What was Gabriel up to?
((ooc: sorry its short but im falling asleep at the comp))
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 30, 2009 0:12:28 GMT -8
(ooc: You're such a great help XD)
Gabriel grinned, well at least he had her attention in the matter now the next great thing to accomplish. Though with Bastille it proved difficult seeing as how she just simply wanted to defy him at whatever ends to prove a point. Which point that was. He had no idea.
"Well considering you've been telling me my schemes are pointless and they'll amount to nowhere I'd figure I'd ask that you lend a hand in deviating a bit of the pointless destruction that comes our way."
Gabriel mused pleasantly before stating his point. Yes he had quite an ideal in mind for later on there was a great ordeal ahead and despite Bastille's help it'd go as planned, she'd simply be a great help in sparring lives and she did owe him something, as did he.
"I'd like you to sort out things with Emily, arrange something if you would for her to rethink her position as Captain of the school." Gabriel put it quite eloquently considering his actual plans in mind. Course if he really wanted something done he should do it himself.
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