Cant Stand It Anymore (Mischa)

[Kevala Badoer]

Kevala had just left the club, she was not as drunk as she usually was but she was high and she was in some serious need of attention. Now granted she could have gone home with any of the guys there that had been hitting on her with all their best moves. But lately there had only been one person on her mind.

Mischa.

Yeah, she had left in a hurry that night and she had felt bad about doing such. Now, she wanted to talk to her again, perhaps maybe even hook up for at least the night.

Yes yes...booty call would be an accurate description of what she was about to do.

Taking out her phone she punched in a text, hoping that the girl would accept her offer and perhaps want to see her like Kev did her.

Mischa--

Been thinking about you lately. Mind if I swing by?

<3 Kev

Sitting in her car outside the club she would wait for a reply before she headed over to the girls house...she honestly did not know if she would even be welcome there.

Gods! Why the hell did she get all nervous when she went around that girl? Yet with any man she was fine!

It was so annoying. Sighing softly she would sit there, checking her phone every few minutes.....and waiting.

[Mischa Badoer]

Mischa sat in the living room with Demetri and a few other of his henchmen. She was enjoying her self, due to the fact the mafia was her only means of friendship as of late. They were all sharing "war" stories and enjoying some bottles of alcohol. Mischa had a good buzz going on and was in a very good mood.

There was a buzz in her pocket and Mischa took it out and read the text

"-Then I shot him in the arm and said 'if you comes back here again..that won't be the only arm I will be shootin' and I tell yeah what.... he lost his arm back in Naam so he only had his right arm!"

Mischa ignored the punchline of the one armed man... she would have laughed if it weren't for the text she got... she did enjoy herself a good story about the threatening of shooting one's "package".

"Um... guys I think I'm gonna have a friend over... I will be in the beach house if you need me.... but um... we will be painting each others nails and talking about crushes..."

And she didn't need to say more to give all the middle aged men a hin of leaving her alone. They didn't want to get involved in some seventeen year old girl's life. She also lied to avoid the awkwardness amongst her co-workers.. and well especially her legal guardian... whom didn't know she was interested in girls.

She got up and headed out the back door to the beach house... why does she have a beach house when their house was on the beach house?? good question... she didn't build the damn thing.

Yeah sure! Just head around the back..I am in the beach house.

She jogged to the beach house, of course, falling on her face... then getting back up again and making it inside somewhat safe. Mischa had been in their earlier and had a pizza box and a few empty cans of pop laying around on the coffee table around the big screen T.V... she had a solo movie marathon going on.

While Kev was probably making her way to the house..Mischa was power cleaning and making sure she looked presentable.

[Kevala Badoer]

Kev was just about to give up when she got the message. A smile curling onto her lips as she dropped her phone into the console of her car and headed off toward Mischa's. It did not take her too long to get there, but she did drive a bit slow, given the fact that she was pretty well buzzed and what not. As she turned in to the drive, she would park, making her way around to the back of the beach front house....to the beach house......

She was not even gonna ask..Some people just were strange like that. But she honestly did not care. She had one thing on her mind.

The girl who was currently waiting on her. Not a lot of people knew that she was into girls and honestly she had no intention of telling them. Not like she was gonna be getting a girlfriend any time soon.

She had enough trouble with men. Gods can only imagine how much trouble she would have trying to hold a stable relationship with a girl.

Shaking her head at the thought she stopped at the front door...or was it the back door......Did it matter?

Not really.

Her small hand coming up to knock lightly upon it. Biting her lip a bit nervously as she used her fingers to comb through her hair. Making sure she looked presentable and all that good stuff.

Would do no good to show up at the girls house looking a mess would it?

[Mischa Badoer]

Mischa heard the small knock on the door. She smiled getting excited. She ran and jumped up on the couch cousin then over to the other side, though her foot caught on the back rest so she fell and landed on her stomach as couch tipped over as well.

"Ouf!" she got up and adjusted her shirt then tipped the couch back up to its original position. She ran to the door, opening up with a large smile and a heavy breath... obviously over exerted herself to answer a bloody door!

"Hey..Kev..."

She was slightly caught off of how Kevala looked. She seemed a lot more pretty since the last time she had seen her. Though that could be the lack of ass Mischa was getting? Well.. she never got as before but still! She was a teenager! Of course she was gonna have these kinds of thoughts!

"Come in..." she stepped aside for the black haired girl to enter easily. When Mischa stepped back, she heard the noise of some tin and she looked down to see another pepsi can she managed to miss. With a small nudge, she pushed it to the side and behind a rack of jackets. She returned to Kevala and she smelled like alcohol slightly... and she knew it wasn't herself 'cause she just smelled of wine or beer... Kevala probably was able to get some girly drinks at a bar or something.

Mischa sat herself on the couch and patted on the cousion beside her, gesturing her to sit. "Make yourself comfortable" she scratched the back of her head, trying to think of something to say. "So ah.. what brings you out and about at this time of night?"

Especially at my house! I though she was avoiding me the whole time...

[Kevala Badoer]

Kev could not help but smile a bit more, that same nervous feeling filling her stomach as she saw Mischa. Okay she could do this, she could soooo do this.

Entering into the house, she swore she heard something like a coke can moving around, but she ignored it...she honestly had other things on her mind. Like the way her eyes kept roaming over the other girls figure. Gods she was hawt...

Why had Kev not called before now?

Oh yeah.....STUPID MEN!

She could have growled at the thought but she did not want to seem completely insane....

As they moved to the couch she would take a seat beside Mischa, turning her body enough to face the girl with one leg curled up in front of her.......What brought her here? Well most people would come up with some cheesey lie that would only make things that much more drug out and complicated...

Kev was not that kind of person....

"Honestly I could not stop thinking about you lately and I just called because I could not stand it anymore. I had to see you."

Yeah, she hoped that came off as a good thing...because that is totally how she meant it. Gods! She was just as bad at hitting on a girl as she was at hitting on a guy!!!

Already expecting some kind of rejection..Mostly due to the whole 'I think I am a monster' thing floating around in her head.

[Mischa Badoer]

"Honestly I could not stop thinking about you lately and I just called because I could not stand it anymore. I had to see you."

OKAYNOTTHEANSWERIWASEXPECTINGONEBIT!!

Mischa blushed looking down at Kev's leg that had been close to her own. "Wow...um..." what was she supposed to say to that?! A somewhat intoxicated girl totally just told her she wanted to see her... "I'm..glad you did... I've been wondering about you."

Make the first move again??

YEAYAH!

She laid a hand on that leg and looked up at Kev. It was a long shot...

"Was there...anything else driving you to come here?"

And there was that one little answer that she was hoping for. Mischa's grip tightened slightly n her thigh, making it obvious at what she was getting to. Her hand slid up her thigh and Mischa leaned a little closer. "I mean...I'm attracted to you... but... are you attracted.. to me?"

[Kevala Badoer]

YES!!!

She totally had pulled the right move on this one and was dancing about inside. But then that hand on her thigh caught her attention and boy did it hold it. She would bite softly over her lower lip, as she listened to the words that Mischa spoke.

That was JUST what she needed to hear...It was like a big green light had just gone off in her mind and she could not stop herself now. She had left her phone in the car for this very reason. NO INTERRUPTIONS!

Her small hand came up, brushing delicate fingers against the girl's neck as she leaned in a bit closer now herself, the heat of her breath falling over Mischa's lips as her own hovered so dangerously close.

"I am very attracted to you...."

A whispered reply, but more than enough to show that she wanted this more than anything else in that moment. Her hand slipping around to the back of the other girl's head as she pulled her in and pressed lips to lips.

Those icy hues falling shut, as she brushed her tongue across the other girls lower lip....slowly, teasingly...begging for entrance into her own mouth...Wishing to savor the taste of her once more.

[Mischa Badoer]

Mischa's breath steadied as she felt Kevala's hand brush against her neck... and now she was closer... the distance was a big tease and Mischa just wanted to go for it...

"I am very attracted to you...."

Then they were connected. She felt her tongue slide across her lower lip, only making Mischa open up her own mouth. Her hand slid up the remainder of her thigh to her hip as she leaned in, hopefully making Kevala lay backwards and onto her back. If she managed this, her one hand would still be on her hip as the other would help prop up her body from leaning against the arm rest of the couch that would be beside Kevala's head. Mischa then reached down to the floor and grabbed her stereo remote. She wasn't one to listen to music with electric sounds with girls singing about getting it on or guys singing the same thing in a vulgar manor... but she did have her indie music that can be just as equally sexy! She turned it on and dropped the remote on the floor again... all the way her mouth hadn't left hers.

Mischa pressed her body to Kevala's making her way in between the girl's thigh. She could feel her chest pressed to hers as her lips kissed Kev's hungrily and a little moan escaped her parted lips.

"You're so hot..." her voice would be nothing but a whisper as a faint smile played on the tanned face of the Italian girl. Her smile faded as she licked Kev's lower lip and eventually bit and gave it a tug and then of course.. started sucking on it as her hand would tighten on her hip.

[Kevala Badoer]

Kevala would of course lay back, her free hand coming up to brush against Mischa's side, tugging up her shirt so that her silken finger tips could brush against the bare flesh of the one now atop her.

She heard the music, but her mind was not there...her mind was on the girl who had just broken the heated kiss they shared...words whispered in that beautiful tone would only make Kev smile all the more as her hand came free from the girls neck and would rest softly against her cheek, pulling her head back just enough so that Kevala could look into Mischa's eyes....

"You are amazing and by far the most beautiful girl I have ever met.."

Her own whispered words, nothing but truth in every syllable as she lifted her head up and to the side, lips pressing agianst Mischa's neck as she offered a few gentle nibbles...leading a trail up to her ear as she whispered out once more, this time more sultry and heated....

"I want you....so badly.."

And with that she would let one leg wrap about the girl between her thighs, holding her down to her as she returned her lips to her current lover....This time her tongue pushing past the other girls and brushing against her own with a hunger and passion she had not felt in quite some time.

[Mischa Badoer]

Everything the girl was doing was making Mischa more and more exciting. The way she moved her shirt and glided her hand across her skin... her voice... her touch in general.

"I want you....so badly.."

She had slight pause after that sentence. She was pulled closer and kissed her back, though something was itching under her skin.

And it wasn't sex.

Her eyes opened mid kiss.. now she parted. Her eyes scaled the girl under her. Very beautiful and she was lucky to even have this opportunity... and to think she was about to screw it up. She now had a weak smiling on as she looked deep into the girl's eyes.

"I can't do this... I'm sorry... but it would be my first time...you know" she tilted her head as if gesturing to an awkward looking elephant in the room. "Its not that I don't want to do it with you.. or it at all... but its the fact it is kind of important to me... I don't want my first time being a one night stand."

She sat up and looked to the carpet... "So I want to give you the choice... of course you might not choose in my favor..." she cleared her throat and looked back at Kevala. "We can try things out... as...well.. as a couple... or... you can leave."

It was a little harsh for her to say something like that... it was not a very Mischa thing to say in the least... but she remembered her little conversation with Victor... Mischa didn't want to be walked over like everyone had been doing... she was far too passive and it was time to try her hand at something new... even if it meant blowing her chance with a hot girl. She was somewhat regretting her words...

Its for the best..its for the best...

[Kevala Badoer]

Kev stopped when Mischa did, her eyes opening to look at the girl as she shifted on the couch to sit up, not a hint of anger or anything showing in her gaze as she listened to what was said.

She understood that feeling, she understood the worry and the wanting of something more......

It was something she wanted all the damn time. Something that was always just outside of her grasp....

Then the choices were given....and Kevala would sit there, her mind playing over the two options she was given as she struggled to make the right choice..Not only for Mischa, but for herself....

Finally, her hand would slip forth, not in a seductive manner but more in an affectionate and soft manner to which one lover gave another.....

"I meant what I said about you being an amazing and beautiful person......"

She then leaned in, slowly, and pressed a soft kiss to the girls lips before pulling back. Again, not in the same hungry fashion as before, but more in an carring way.....

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?"

Her words were soft as her fingers brushed over Mischa's cheek and then pulled away. Not wishing to pressure her into anything. But honestly.....Kevala did like this girl and the prospect of something more with her was something that filled Kev with a bit of happiness....

She could not say for sure it would work out...but if Mischa was willing then so was Kev.

Now she just had to see if the thought of being her girlfriend was something that the other enjoyed as much as Kevala did.

[Mischa Badoer]

Kevala reached for Mischa... now she was a little nervous...

"I meant what I said about you being an amazing and beautiful person......" and she leaned in for a gentle kiss, it had a different tone to the other ones she had received and inside Mischa was screaming.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK SHE IS REJECTING ME!!! SHE IS DOING TO SLOWLY TOO!! JUST TWIST THE GOD DAMN BLADE!

Mischa pulled from the kiss and looked away from the girl. She didn't want to kiss someone who was just gonna reject her in a couple seconds... and now she felt like shit.. wow who knew getting rejected would hurt this much... it was the first time it had happened to Mischa... well there was when she asked Abel to sleep over but that was just a sleep over not anything else... that hurt... but this was HELLA different... he had been going out with her and they made up...

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?"

Mischa's eyes shot up to Kevala.

I don't think I heard that right...

Her eyes were a little wide, both eyebrows were perked in a puzzling manner. After a few moments of silence she realized she did hear correctly. A feeling of excitement bubbled up within her. A large grin was now prominent on the small, Italian girl's lips. This couldn't be happening... it was that easy to get someone? All this time since Abel she stayed clear of relations for fear of rejection... now she went after someone whom she thought to be out of her league and... well it must have had a happy ending right?

"..Uhh." she wanted to say yes but she was too damn happy to even speak...so she simply nodded and wrapped her thin arms around Kevala's neck."I would love to..." she said finally finding words and giving the girl a kiss.

Does this mean I have to come out of the closet with family and friends?

0_o?

Yup.... Let future me deal with that...

[Kevala Badoer]

Kevala noted the way that Mischa pulled away from the kiss she offered, instantly making her worry that the girl had changed her mind about the option she had given Kev. But then, it seemed that realization formed in the girls eyes.

Then the emotions of the room shifted, turning from something along the lines of hurt and fear to something of pure happiness.

It was a nice feeling. Not only coming off of Mischa, but feeling it inside herself. She so rarely got to feel something like that and it brought a real, bright smile to her face.

The next thing she knew, arms were flung about her neck and she was once more enveloped in the scent of Mischa, the girls lips pressing to her as she spoke out. Stating that she would love to be with her.

YAY!

Sure, there was a bit of nervousness in her mind...enough to make her stomach turn slightly. She had so much wrong with her, so many problems in her life and now that she was thinking clearly....so many problems with her body.....But she liked Mischa a lot and had since they first met....perhaps this is what she had been looking for....

Perhaps this was her shot at being happy?

She really did not want to think about it right now, instead her hands came up, resting upon the girls sides as she pulled herself back just slightly. Only enough so that she could look into the other girls eyes as she held that happy smile in place.

One hand would come up from her side to rest softly against her cheek as Kev leaned in, lips just out of reach of Mischa's as she spoke up softly. A heated whisper against the other girls lips.

"I will wait for as long as you need me to. I do not want to do anything you are not ready for.....But that does not mean I can't kiss you right?"

Feeling the desire to close the distance, to once more capture those lips with her own. But she resisted...she would not do anything that Mischa did not want...Her hand on her cheek remaining there as her thumb stroked the girl's flesh as she waited for a reply.

[Mischa Badoer]

Mischa didn't feel so alone anymore... Now she had someone and it would seem the girl was just as happy to be with her. She was pulled away from Kevala and both looked each other in the eye, Mischa smiling, not entirely having a care in the world.

Her lips came close to Mischa's once again a tease that was driving her mad.

"I will wait for as long as you need me to. I do not want to do anything you are not ready for.....But that does not mean I can't kiss you right?"

Mischa's smile was faint, but it was there as she felt Kevala's fingers stroke her cheek. "Yeah...You can kiss me as much as you like." her hand came up to cup Kev's hands. Mischa then leaned to have those lips against hers as her hand slid up the length of the girl's arms to her shoulders... then behind the girl's neck.

Now they were going out it wasn't wrong to have a make-out session!

Mischa would lean further foward now.. basically back to where the left off... just not as sexual...well.. yeah sexual.. but no sex will be had! Mischa's hand would slid up Kevala's shirt and rest on her side rib cage, stroking the skin under the clothes.


YAY Mischa has a brag worthy girlfriend!!!!

[Kevala Badoer]

Kev held that smile in place up until the moment she felt Mischa's lips press against her own. Returning that kiss with affection and desire, though not the hungry, must have sex, way she had been doing earlier..

The hand slipping under her shirt only succeeded in making her shiver softly, a gentle sound of pleasure escaping her as she felt her leaning in once more.

Kevala of course laid back, pulling Mischa with her so that the girl rested atop her. But this time it was slower. More of an attempt to show her just how much Kev liked her touch and how much she liked her.......

Her tongue slipping forth to brush over her lower lip, she would take things slow, not wishing to rush her girlfriend into anything and show her at the same time that Kev could maintain some form of self control. All with little things like that...all of which spoke volumes...

Her free hand came up, sliding under Mischa's shirt and slowly brushing her fingertips down the girl's back. Truly happy for the first time in awhile....loving the feeling and not wanting it to end....

The hand on Mischa's cheek would slide upward now, fingers brushing through her hair.....More than content to stay this way for a very very long time.