Second meeting (Freevally)

[Jyo]

"It was a mistake. I'll let you know that right now. But I had a large internal struggle. There is a type of meditation I was taught by the man who instructed me in martial arts. It allows one to literally battle withing there mind. I killed my other half. But it was at a ver terrible price.It seemed to have stripped me of my ability to fully express emotion. Not a day goes by that I don't wonder what would have happened if I learned to control it instead of destroying part of myself." He said looking down at the floor. he looked back up though.
"I don't know if the same could be done with Viper. And it's a delicate situation as you undergo a physical change as well. It might effect you in ways that make what happened to me seem pleasent." he said.
"But that is simply a theory."

[Remembrance]

"Oh, I see . But Viper isn't just a other side of me ..she..well how could i explain this" she drank some more water and thought about how to say it. "Let me just say this..i didn't created her in my mind, she already existed in the world but not in this form beca.." i didn't finished my line because i felt Viper come back, but not to do anything.only to keep an eye on her. "well..em Why did you destroyed him?.." I looked at him and lowerd my hand on my left side.

[Jyo]

Jyo listedn and pondered what she was saying. This truely seemed like a unique case. He cringed at her question. He never let anyone know really when they were not people involved. But he sighed. it couldn't hurt now.
"Because he tried to kill the girl I was going out with at the time. For some reason Durron who I only named for convinience hated my side of us. I couldn't allow any more slips." He said.

[Remembrance]

I didn't looked that surprised but i could understand why he did it."didn;'t you made a deal with him?..i made a deal with viper when i was..6 or 7..but i can understand why you did that.." i lowerd my head and said soft."Viper tried to do that 2..and she won.."

[Jyo]

Jyo shook his head.
"Durron was the irrational emotional side of myself No deals could be made and until the meditation my two sides never could communicate. I tend to be the more calm collected logical person. I'm not beyond irrationalty and not devoid of emotion but getting rid of that side of me so strong it in all has dulled it all." He said with a shrug.

[Remembrance]

"o..To bad..but are you okay now?"
I tilted my head slightly."I tried once to meditate with her but i only got to know horrible things so that didn't work out..and another reason for me to hold her in my head."

[Jyo]

Jyo gave another shrug.
"I'm a bit distant emotionally and can be rather tactless because of it. But I feel life is better now if thats what you mean." he said. he couldn't really give her anymore advice about Viper not knowing much about the situation
"It's never going to be easy knowing that more than one person is there in your mind. Rarely does it turn out to be good either. Take a litte comfort in knowing people can at least understand your situation. To be honest the physcial change is the thing throwing me off. otherwise from what I have seen it's very similar to most cases." he said.

[Remembrance]

"i know i know..but Viper will get in me into trouble again , she lives by simple and harsh rules .."i sighed and stood up ,putting the glass on a table."I sometimes I wish i could be like normal girls..but yet again I can't live without her" She stood with her back to wards Jyo and stroke her hair back wards "But I'll change Viper in a way.." I turned around and had a little smile .She heard a bell and looked up . "I have to go.."
i didn't want to go but I got the feeling like i had no choice."Thank you for everything.." I bowed slightly , being polite was normal to me.Ren then walked away out of the room, heading to wards my locker to get my things again. maybe I'll see him around school again , She thought.

[Jyo]

Jyo gave a small nod.
"I wish you luck. I know at least part of what you are gong through and it's not easy." He said standing up and getting ready to leave as well. he walked out of the door and headed down the hall hearing her thanks and gave a small wave.
"Don't mention it. Helping the people who deserve it is thanks enough in my book." He said as he walked down the hall to make sure nothing much was going to happen here at the school. The less he had to deal with the better that was for the school.

[Remembrance]

She saw stuff lying around in the hallway and sighed .I went through my knees ,picking everything up and put it back in my bag, She looked at the scratches on the lockers and felt guilty in a way, not sure why. I wasn't sure if i would ask her and said insecure "Viper ..why did you did that?" I stood up and walked down the hallway towards my class.she looked out of the window for a second and saw Viper standing against the wall.I looked frightend and stopped walking.Viper then replied -"What is wrong with you?, i do not like it when you get a mind of your own , that has gotten you into this mess in the first place , disobey me again Ren and i'll make you remember "-. Ren quickly walked away from the window , she knew what Viper ment and it scared her..


I was late for class and got send to the principal because this wasn't the first time. Ren sighed and walked to the prinicipal office, after a few lectures i was send back to the class .

Ren liked to draw but she didn't like the teacher so decided to skip class again , i walked through the hallways not certain what to do know.The Viper scene made her tired and she kept on wondering what it would be when Viper was out of her life , but would the same happen to her like Jyo?..it was all so difficult for her . I wasn't paying attention to where i was going and then i looked up "ha?..where am i now?"she looked around and gave it up. She leaned against a wall and sat down.