Post by seishounohana on Feb 7, 2010 21:36:06 GMT -8
Emily. Yes, I'm retiring her sometime soon within the next month or so. I'm finishing her threads, revealing some new information about her past and present condition/life, and then she will graduate. I suppose I had pushed her over the line too far, too often for her to take. Though I do think she did well for someone who managed to survive years inside a crazy school like 259. :P
That aside, I've also made a decision for myself.
I... have decided that I shall retire from XIN Roleplaying as well. At the very least, it would be an indefinite leave, but as things as they are, I think it's time. ^__^;;
I've... thought about it many times ever since 42 fell down... and honestly I was quite hesitant all throughout this decision. You guys have been my family, and some of you have witnessed my emotional roller coaster while dealing with the ton-o-shit that is my life. XD
But I guess someone told me long ago that there was a world beyond Gaia Online; I managed to stumble here and I was happy. You guys have given me the time of my life these two-three years and I'm sure Emily would say the same.
I guess it can also be said that there is a world outside proboards that I stumbled upon, and... yeah. I need to move on ^^;
I am sorry to those I had plans with, and to those who I talked to and hoped that I didn't leave. Well, you guys know where to find me. I'll still be here until I can finish Emily's last story arc, so if anyone wants their last thread with her to reconcile or whatever, that's fine.
Mikey, I apologize that your character had to deal with Emily for so long. :P Your character is hot though. /sniff. I'll miss fangirling DX!
Ryan, I know I've been hot-cold towards you sometimes. But I appreciate everything you do and admire your capacity to understand me. Thanks, man. :)
LLOYD, HAVE RYUU MOVE ON. Don't pull an Emily, it's not healthy. :P
Kyle and Trent, I STILL DEMAND OUR OLD SKYPE SHANANNIGANS.
Anna... I know I dragged you here not so recently, but I'm glad Emily found family. She looked for family some form or another in Militia and in David Blaze, but she never exactly expected to have a real sister of her own. It made her happy. :) Thanks for playing as Drea!
AND FINALLY.
DAVID. YOUSONNOFABITCH. <3 I love you, Corey. :) I love roleplaying with you and I love how you treat Emily with care IC and OoC. I appreciate that more than you know. :P David will hear from Emily still, and probably will be the only person aside from Drea who may have continuous correspondence with her still. :P
Everyone else, I may not have mentioned you here, but you have all been part of my family here on 259. :) It's just time that I move out. Maybe someday we'll be able to RP again together, huh? :P
But yes -- I will fucking miss this place. More than you guys know.
Moderators, don't worry. I'll finish my responsibilities for the year first before leaving. I don't want to abruptly leave like "OMGWTF" to give you guys more work. :) Sometimes I had wondered if I had been remotely helpful, and I've never really been sure about it. Thanks anyways for being patient with me and showing me what a real moderating team felt like. :) Thanks.
Well, I'm tearing... I better wrap this up.
I'm still on the same MSN. I'm still on the same skype.
Please don't forget me. :)
--Marianne/Emily/Haruka/Layla
That aside, I've also made a decision for myself.
I... have decided that I shall retire from XIN Roleplaying as well. At the very least, it would be an indefinite leave, but as things as they are, I think it's time. ^__^;;
I've... thought about it many times ever since 42 fell down... and honestly I was quite hesitant all throughout this decision. You guys have been my family, and some of you have witnessed my emotional roller coaster while dealing with the ton-o-shit that is my life. XD
But I guess someone told me long ago that there was a world beyond Gaia Online; I managed to stumble here and I was happy. You guys have given me the time of my life these two-three years and I'm sure Emily would say the same.
I guess it can also be said that there is a world outside proboards that I stumbled upon, and... yeah. I need to move on ^^;
I am sorry to those I had plans with, and to those who I talked to and hoped that I didn't leave. Well, you guys know where to find me. I'll still be here until I can finish Emily's last story arc, so if anyone wants their last thread with her to reconcile or whatever, that's fine.
Mikey, I apologize that your character had to deal with Emily for so long. :P Your character is hot though. /sniff. I'll miss fangirling DX!
Ryan, I know I've been hot-cold towards you sometimes. But I appreciate everything you do and admire your capacity to understand me. Thanks, man. :)
LLOYD, HAVE RYUU MOVE ON. Don't pull an Emily, it's not healthy. :P
Kyle and Trent, I STILL DEMAND OUR OLD SKYPE SHANANNIGANS.
Anna... I know I dragged you here not so recently, but I'm glad Emily found family. She looked for family some form or another in Militia and in David Blaze, but she never exactly expected to have a real sister of her own. It made her happy. :) Thanks for playing as Drea!
AND FINALLY.
DAVID. YOUSONNOFABITCH. <3 I love you, Corey. :) I love roleplaying with you and I love how you treat Emily with care IC and OoC. I appreciate that more than you know. :P David will hear from Emily still, and probably will be the only person aside from Drea who may have continuous correspondence with her still. :P
Everyone else, I may not have mentioned you here, but you have all been part of my family here on 259. :) It's just time that I move out. Maybe someday we'll be able to RP again together, huh? :P
But yes -- I will fucking miss this place. More than you guys know.
Moderators, don't worry. I'll finish my responsibilities for the year first before leaving. I don't want to abruptly leave like "OMGWTF" to give you guys more work. :) Sometimes I had wondered if I had been remotely helpful, and I've never really been sure about it. Thanks anyways for being patient with me and showing me what a real moderating team felt like. :) Thanks.
Well, I'm tearing... I better wrap this up.
I'm still on the same MSN. I'm still on the same skype.
Please don't forget me. :)
--Marianne/Emily/Haruka/Layla
I thought me being angry was scary, but you, ma'am, are truly frightening 
I was proven correct, but in a different way. You've proven to be a hardy type of roleplayer that can stick around thruogh all the rough times when others choose to falter. Its curious... it as if a part of me isn't registering the fact that you're actually going to be leaving us. Yeah, you'll stick around, but... just wow.
