Caelan Xander
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Post by Caelan Xander on Mar 7, 2019 21:10:51 GMT -8
"I don't know..."
His shoulders slump. "I'm honestly worried about you guys. And I don't want to abandon you. I just feel like I'm not doing any good here."
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Post by Kaia Galanos on Mar 7, 2019 21:16:17 GMT -8
"Perhaps we can talk more about why that is." she says. He explained himself already, but she's sure there could be more to those feelings.
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Post by Cain Rhamos on Mar 7, 2019 21:19:45 GMT -8
"Yeah...wh-why?"
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Post by Caelan Xander on Mar 7, 2019 21:24:59 GMT -8
"Because I'm worried if I leave you'll get hurt. That whoever replaces me won't be able to keep up with you two."
Obviously, they meant why he was worried about leaving them behind.
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Post by Cain Rhamos on Mar 8, 2019 8:01:24 GMT -8
"N-no....why are you... n-not doing good here?"
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Post by Kaia Galanos on Mar 8, 2019 8:07:02 GMT -8
Faye notes his concern but nods at Lann's question.
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Post by Caelan Xander on Mar 8, 2019 8:29:29 GMT -8
Cael just kind of sighs. It felt hard, in the past he just up and left when he wanted. He didn't have these ties keeping him anywhere. And he couldn't shake the feeling like he was failing them. But he also knew he could do more. He didn't know what he wanted, what he really wanted in his heart. All he knew was that right now he felt like he wasn't moving, and instead was falling.
"When was the last time we really helped people since coming to Cabal? We did well in the exams, but that didn't help normal people. We just kind of stick around on campus. Right?"
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Post by Cain Rhamos on Mar 8, 2019 8:30:59 GMT -8
"I th-thought it was because we w-weren't ready..."
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Post by Kaia Galanos on Mar 8, 2019 8:32:14 GMT -8
"I'm certain we could simply ask for tasks of that nature." she offers. Though he was right, they did sort of just stay here.
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Post by Caelan Xander on Mar 8, 2019 8:37:16 GMT -8
"We could..." He admitted with some hesitation.
"But there is no guarantee what those tasks may be. They could be purely military in nature." Meaning no help to the average citizen. He'd turn to Lann with a small shrug.
"Do you think your not ready to help people? That you need to just stay in the compound?"
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Post by Cain Rhamos on Mar 8, 2019 8:39:41 GMT -8
"I don't... want to just l-leave people if they n-need me..."
He looks down a bit.
"I j-just don't want to m-make it worse..."
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Post by Kaia Galanos on Mar 8, 2019 9:07:55 GMT -8
"What if instead of completely leaving altogether...perhaps you make some journeys and return? Just to begin..."
Again, she didn't want to make him do anything he didn't want, but, it sounded like they all needed help adjusting to that idea.
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Post by Caelan Xander on Mar 8, 2019 9:08:52 GMT -8
"That might be a fair idea..."
He hadn't really thought of that. It had been all or nothing in his head.
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Post by Cain Rhamos on Mar 8, 2019 9:17:41 GMT -8
"I w-would do that..."
Lann just doesn't want to get ditched.
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Post by Kaia Galanos on Mar 8, 2019 9:21:38 GMT -8
"It will allow us all the get used to being apart, and if one day you stop returning then that is the choice you ultimately made. In the meantime, it would be an easier way for us to accompany you at times."
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