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Post by Drake on Jan 13, 2021 19:35:04 GMT -8
"My guess is probably not. But you can either try and fail to run from them, embrace them, or ignore them. Can't tell ya which is the right, but I can definitely tell ya which is wrong."
He said with a shrug.
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Xowie Evil
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Post by Xowie Evil on Jan 13, 2021 19:40:41 GMT -8
Xowie shook her head. She wasn't strong enough to embrace or ignore them, and running away certainly wasn't working...
She whimpered, wiping her eyes so she could clearly look at Drake. She dropped her arms to her side this time.
"Do you have voices?" She asked with a sniffle, cocking her head slightly.
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Post by Drake on Jan 13, 2021 19:41:51 GMT -8
Drake chuckled.
"Actually... yes, but of a different variety, and they don't bother me often, only randomly, and in... weird ways."
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Post by Xowie Evil on Jan 13, 2021 19:47:18 GMT -8
She stared blankly for a moment, blinking, then for the first time since his visit, smiled. For some strange reason, that response made her feel a little better. She wiped her eyes again and exhaled sharply.
"What do you do about them?"
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Post by Drake on Jan 13, 2021 20:00:45 GMT -8
"Honestly, I forget that they are there... until they make themselves known, rather intensely at times. Before they fade away. But for the most part I use their hate, rage, and anguish to boost myself when I'm fighting."
He said with a shrug.
"At the end of the day I understand them... to a degree. So give them the release that they need, via the means I can offer. Beating the shit out of shitty people."
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Xowie Evil
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Post by Xowie Evil on Jan 13, 2021 20:16:30 GMT -8
Xowie nodded thoughtfully, using the silence to help her think.
"And I should do the same?"
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Post by Drake on Jan 13, 2021 20:18:51 GMT -8
Drake shrugged.
"That's just my preferred outlet. But generally yeah, find yourself something to put your emotions into. You see, right now you put all of your emotional torment energy towards attacking yourself. Put that energy to something else, whether that be fighting like me or... in artwork, exercise, hell I hear even some people write to let out their demons if you can believe that shit."
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Post by Xowie Evil on Jan 13, 2021 20:23:11 GMT -8
Xowie shook her head.
"I have those things... outlets... and they make me happy. But, the voices... and visions... they attack me randomly, and when they do, no matter what I do, or where I go... I can't escape them. If I embrace them I might hurt someone."
She shook her head again.
"But I guess it's okay."
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Post by Drake on Jan 13, 2021 20:29:45 GMT -8
"Well, if they make you want to hurt someone, then fight me. I'm strong enough to handle it, and strong enough to hold back from hurting you... mostly."
He shrugged.
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Post by Xowie Evil on Jan 13, 2021 20:32:42 GMT -8
Xowie frowned, and gazed at him with wide eyes.
"I don't like fighting. I like reading about it, and watching it, but it's not something I could do."
She shook her head again.
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Post by Drake on Jan 13, 2021 20:36:25 GMT -8
"Well, that's not exactly true, from what I saw you're way to used to fighting, only your target, apparently, has always been yourself. I'm just suggesting a different target."
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Post by Xowie Evil on Jan 13, 2021 20:38:48 GMT -8
She tilted her head, then slowly held a hand up for him to grab to pull her up. She had finally returned to her normal, strange self.
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Post by Drake on Jan 13, 2021 21:01:47 GMT -8
Drake stood up and grabbed her hand helping her up.
"Better?"
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Xowie Evil
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Post by Xowie Evil on Jan 13, 2021 21:04:43 GMT -8
She slowly nodded, a warm smile creeping onto her face.
“I’m okay for now.”
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Post by Drake on Jan 13, 2021 21:09:59 GMT -8
"Well that good at least. Whats your name?"
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