Post by Bastille Amtrum on Aug 21, 2008 20:44:24 GMT -8
Part 3: no sleep….
[again as I said in the first one, and meant in the second, purely for comical purposes]
So do you all want to know how my no sleeping thing went? I bet you do…
It didn’t. I stayed up three days without sleep. I played video games, did my homework, did overtime shifts at my jobs and then read all of Homi’s manga and watched all her anime, and then went online and posted a very long blog on how the weapons in fullmetal panic were completely inaccurate and then got to yell at flaming fan girls.
Over all this, I was still unable to forget the thoughts about those dreams.
During one manga, a particular scene from Romeo x Juliet where Tybalt jumps down and saves Juliet as the Red Whirlwind, I thought of Mathew.
During another anime…D.gray man…there was a guy with a German accent and I had to rewatch four full episodes to put my mind back on track with the series. I can tell you I watched so many episodes over again I could probably recite the lines with perfect accuracy. But I couldn’t tell you what they meant…I wasn’t paying attention.
No by the end of the third day Homi forced me to stay home from school since I had dark bags under my eyes and I was so hyped up on caffeine I couldn’t really see straight and rammed into a door, only to cuss at it like a person. I didn’t believe I lost my sanity, honestly I could prove that was not a door in that instant but a very short man with very stubby ears that protruded like door knobs from his head.
Or….you could call me crazy.
So I was desperate to get rid of those images and feelings. Caffeine was certainly not the way to go. Neither was asking Homi if she owned a bag of dope so I could smoke…and then getting punched through the door just for mentioning the fact I wanted to get high. Hormones sure make you do weird things. Nope here there I was sitting on my bed with an ice pack on my head, a bowl of soup and a comforter wrapped around my sick body.
She’d tried to give me medicine.
All I could do was wish they where someone’s warm arms around me. Keeping my cold body warm. It was in these thoughts I thought about other guys I enjoyed spending time with at school, like Roland and Blaze. I was being kind of greedy in my caffeine decline that all four pressed to my body didn’t sound like a bad idea.
Three for warmth and the other to keep me cool. That was service. But like hell was getting that. Homi was secretly snickering in her mind, since I was finally allowing her to use my money to buy anime and not cigarettes. She liked this side of me. Since now I was willing to watch any sappy movie just to get my mind of crap.
No in that warmth of that blanket I fell asleep so deeply Homi had me rushed to the hospital because my heart beat was so light as was my breathing. I woke up to a large hospital quilt laid over me as well as medicine being injected into my arm.
That was fun.
But I quickly fell back asleep. Apparently it was dangerous not to sleep for that long. The dreams I had then where centered around all of them. Something different with each person. But the two main guys that came back into my head where the two biggest rivals in school I guessed. Mathew and Unfettered. The first part of the dream I was sleeping on a rocking bench on a small southern porch. I was sort of awake as I felt someone shift below me. His cool arms wrapping tighter around me. I didn’t move. I knew who it was. It felt nice so I let myself swing there taking in the feeling. My dream shifted suddenly and I was sitting up cross legged in the lap of a sleeping male. Mathew I guessed from the heat he protruded. His arms where laying on the arm rests of the big arm chair and I was curled up nicely on him.
I of course woke up to Homi stroking my hair. That was always nice. To have such rotten dreams about men because of these stupid hormones then waking up to someone careing for me other then a scary nurse.
I woke up and sighed, well I better start explaining my behavior…it was time to tell Homi…I was finally having those horrific sex dreams.
ignore that url below.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aLjcyekOoI
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWS9_nrKOPA&feature=related
[again as I said in the first one, and meant in the second, purely for comical purposes]
So do you all want to know how my no sleeping thing went? I bet you do…
It didn’t. I stayed up three days without sleep. I played video games, did my homework, did overtime shifts at my jobs and then read all of Homi’s manga and watched all her anime, and then went online and posted a very long blog on how the weapons in fullmetal panic were completely inaccurate and then got to yell at flaming fan girls.
Over all this, I was still unable to forget the thoughts about those dreams.
During one manga, a particular scene from Romeo x Juliet where Tybalt jumps down and saves Juliet as the Red Whirlwind, I thought of Mathew.
During another anime…D.gray man…there was a guy with a German accent and I had to rewatch four full episodes to put my mind back on track with the series. I can tell you I watched so many episodes over again I could probably recite the lines with perfect accuracy. But I couldn’t tell you what they meant…I wasn’t paying attention.
No by the end of the third day Homi forced me to stay home from school since I had dark bags under my eyes and I was so hyped up on caffeine I couldn’t really see straight and rammed into a door, only to cuss at it like a person. I didn’t believe I lost my sanity, honestly I could prove that was not a door in that instant but a very short man with very stubby ears that protruded like door knobs from his head.
Or….you could call me crazy.
So I was desperate to get rid of those images and feelings. Caffeine was certainly not the way to go. Neither was asking Homi if she owned a bag of dope so I could smoke…and then getting punched through the door just for mentioning the fact I wanted to get high. Hormones sure make you do weird things. Nope here there I was sitting on my bed with an ice pack on my head, a bowl of soup and a comforter wrapped around my sick body.
She’d tried to give me medicine.
All I could do was wish they where someone’s warm arms around me. Keeping my cold body warm. It was in these thoughts I thought about other guys I enjoyed spending time with at school, like Roland and Blaze. I was being kind of greedy in my caffeine decline that all four pressed to my body didn’t sound like a bad idea.
Three for warmth and the other to keep me cool. That was service. But like hell was getting that. Homi was secretly snickering in her mind, since I was finally allowing her to use my money to buy anime and not cigarettes. She liked this side of me. Since now I was willing to watch any sappy movie just to get my mind of crap.
No in that warmth of that blanket I fell asleep so deeply Homi had me rushed to the hospital because my heart beat was so light as was my breathing. I woke up to a large hospital quilt laid over me as well as medicine being injected into my arm.
That was fun.
But I quickly fell back asleep. Apparently it was dangerous not to sleep for that long. The dreams I had then where centered around all of them. Something different with each person. But the two main guys that came back into my head where the two biggest rivals in school I guessed. Mathew and Unfettered. The first part of the dream I was sleeping on a rocking bench on a small southern porch. I was sort of awake as I felt someone shift below me. His cool arms wrapping tighter around me. I didn’t move. I knew who it was. It felt nice so I let myself swing there taking in the feeling. My dream shifted suddenly and I was sitting up cross legged in the lap of a sleeping male. Mathew I guessed from the heat he protruded. His arms where laying on the arm rests of the big arm chair and I was curled up nicely on him.
I of course woke up to Homi stroking my hair. That was always nice. To have such rotten dreams about men because of these stupid hormones then waking up to someone careing for me other then a scary nurse.
I woke up and sighed, well I better start explaining my behavior…it was time to tell Homi…I was finally having those horrific sex dreams.
ignore that url below.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aLjcyekOoI
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWS9_nrKOPA&feature=related
