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Post by Gabriel Seran on Nov 26, 2009 18:48:04 GMT -8
Gabriel felt the burdened punch at his chest but he wouldn't give her the pleasure of gasping in pain from it, rather Gabriel bore the pain silently letting his eyes bore over her tortured image and take it in patience. Waiting each moment as she spread loose her feelings, concerns and emotions, for it was something Gabriel wouldn't allow for himself. What a blessing it must be to feel powerless in someone else's hands, he would think silently to himself in his own curious train of thought.
"I don't think you could hurt me... but rather I'd hurt you."
Gabriel said simply wrapping a hand around Kevala's fist that'd contacted him. With a slow pulsating massage Gabriel would try to make her feel at peace, calming thoughts flitted his mind. In a way his venting had already been used up, he vented by feeling hopeless strange but effective to a man whose walls concealed everything he had from the world.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Nov 26, 2009 18:56:10 GMT -8
She felt that calmness coming from him and into her. But his words did hit a nerve, she would not lie about that.
"Afraid you will hurt me?"
Her tone soft, calmer than it had been previously as she let a sigh pass from her lips as she shook her head.
"I do not know if you mean physically or emotionally. But either way, you have succeeded in doing such already. You beat my ass on a regular basis and as for emotionally, it pains me every day that you will not let me close to you.
I would rather suffer at your hands and know that I was close to you than to be safe and sheltered like some child who does not know what she has gotten into and never know what it is you try so hard to hide from me."
She did not pull her hand back, simply let those eyes go up to his own once more. She was so freaking stubborn. But surely he knew this by now. Or did he really not see just what this female before him was all about?
Perhaps he did not want to see.....
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Nov 26, 2009 19:11:49 GMT -8
"Then that should be enough..."
His words would come out simply separating from her in a slow pull not eager to separate or leave for the matter, in fact he wanted to elaborate eon his statement but knew that was what she wanted and not what they needed. There were many things that they all had to deal with and over a time he'd grown to know more than enough of who Kevala was and what lay behind those ever shifting hues.
But in knowing fully well of who she was he knew well enough they'd never mesh to a desired point, not a passionate feeling towards her at times he could think softly on the occasion but that was the extent of it. Within his mind love was much stronger a passionate storm that flurried the heart and created light in every dark place, created warmth in the tundra's storm. The field of flowers he stood in was much akin to it, with each dying breath of the flowers thousands blossomed to replaced such a turbid wind.
In Gabriel's essence he was driven by love, the love of those lost, the love of those found, and still the very root of his heart where it lie the love for those who drove on to love themselves. He was a man of the people to be given to them, everything he owned was theirs; heart, body, and soul
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Nov 26, 2009 19:24:40 GMT -8
She let her hand fall away as she felt him pull away from her. Shaking her head as she sighed and folded her arms about herself.
"Well it isn't.."
She did not know what else to say, to do..He did not want her close to him, she could see that. She was not enough..or maybe she was and he was just that fucking stubborn..but either way, she was lost.
She knew that there had to be a way, but for the life of her she could not think of it at this moment.
"Why do you act as though you care yet you refuse to let me close to you?"
She was confused, his actions and his words seeming to contradict themselves at every turn. It was a simple enough question, one that she felt she deserved an answer to. He could at least give her that. Sure, he was saying that he did not want to hurt her...which was that not what all men said when a woman tried to reach them?
"Do I really seem that weak that you think I cannot handle it?"
She had liked to believe that perhaps she was stronger than she looked. At least she had always assumed she was or at least that she had grown to such. Quite honestly, it hurt...her eyes showing such as she looked up at him for a moment and then shook her head, turning to look at the flowers now, trying to focus on something else.
"I am not weak. I am not the nothing that most would have me believe I am...But sometimes I think you believe me to be...And honestly Gabriel......"
She sighed and shook her head. She was not going to finish. What good would it do? None. That is what.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Nov 26, 2009 20:11:17 GMT -8
Gabriel remained silent as well, he didn't want to break the hard truth to her as he'd done at unrelenting pace in years before. He'd seen their hurt faces but unselfishly walked on dealing with the hardships himself. He'd seen what they'd eventually caused, unity under different grounds he knew Kevala well enough but keeping her at a distance kept her safe. If not from him then from other people, if Gabriel kept her away he'd never have to suffer seeing her at harm because of what he did.
"Because people would use you to harm me... I cannot have that understand."
Gabriel said simply turning to walk away finding himself backing into the deeper woods of his threshold. Gabriel wanted to be lonesome in his extension of the world. If she progressed onward he may have to fight to get his way.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Nov 26, 2009 20:23:41 GMT -8
She heard him speak once more and would sigh softly. She did not know if he meant that she would actually let them get to him through her or what but she was going with what she thought to be true as she spoke.
"Honestly I dont see what it matters if I get hurt trying to protect you. I mean, why do you care?"
Yes she knew that he cared for her in some strange ass way but to the point of wanting to protect her from such a thing...it just did not make sense.....
And then he was leaving...again.....She was gonna develop a twitch from this man. She just knew it...just as she knew she was about to get her ass kicked for pushing too hard, but what the hell? Why not?
So, she took a few steps behind him.
"Do you not think that people already see me as a way to get to you? But I keep any sort of relationship between us to myself. I have said nothing. And if you think I could ever let what I know about you go in order to hurt you....then fuck you Gabriel. I would never do such a thing. I would die before I became the reason somebody was able to hurt you."
She growled softly as her eyes slowly began to swirl with red, her anger at the mere thought of him believing such spiking within her. She was not going to let up...so if he kicked her ass then so be it. She was not going to let him dismiss her as if she were nothing. It was just not going to happen.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Nov 26, 2009 20:58:36 GMT -8
Gabriel blinked not bothering to hear out the rest of her testimony, in a short flash Gabriel would be at her back one arm around her throat in a vice grip whilst the other clenched around her waist aiming to shut off all her air and knock her out without any struggle. This would be quick and if she struggled little painless.
His Qi irradiated from his body absorbing the pair in a short golden light. Every red rose in the garden turned to face them as Gabriel illuminated the night in a fervor.
"Kevala, don't push me to do things I don't want I am the sun and you are nothing in comparison." He'd whisper in her ear angrily setting him into a feverish rage.
Slowly his grip would tighten threatening to break her, using his force to pressurize her body and go about ending her day.
(ooc: 7% Overheat, Burst active.
Strength: 140
Dexterity: 450
Constitution: 95
Intelligence: 100
Wisdom: 140
Charisma: 82)
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Nov 26, 2009 21:08:44 GMT -8
Okay so she had seen this coming, and though she could attempt to fight, there was no point in it, and she knew that. Not to mention she was not in the mood to push him any further. At least not now.
Feeling that grip, her hair supply cut off instantly she did struggle to breath..Though it was more out of instinct and what not than anything else. Just as her hands came up to grip at his, instinct and nothing more.
Feeling her mind already start to cloud over as she heard those words. Did he really have to rub it in? Like she ever thought for one second that she was anything compared to him.
Pft! Why do you think she never even bothered to entertain the idea that he would ever feel something for her? Cause she knew she was nothing compared to him. Honestly, what did she have that was so fucking special about her?
Her mind running over that fact as she felt her grip on him loosen and then fall away, her eyes no longer able to stay open as she finally gave in to the fact she could not breath.
Her little form going lifeless there in his grip. Once again..he won..for now....
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Nov 26, 2009 21:29:02 GMT -8
Gabriel's grip loosened and eventually disappeared as he gained control over this situation and Kevala's crumpled body fell into his arms. He'd gotten the peace he wanted now and while there was a certain trickle of guilt dangling by a thread in his mind Gabriel didn't hesitate in carrying Kevala away.
Villetta stood at the door with a disapproving look on her face but said nothing. She as Kev would rather stay in silence than upset their master. Gabriel passed through the doorway giving Villetta a fleeting glance almost as though it served as a warning also. There would be a time where he'd make up for this but now he was certainly in no condition to handle apologies much less anything of a similar nature.
"Ivan.. I'd like a limousine out front." His voice harsh, cold, and demanding.
Only a few moments and it was there, Gabriel crossed through the brief amount of rain dropping into the back seat with the passed out body of Kevala. His stern gaze shifting to watch her night time dreaming. Shaking his head he'd look away caring both very little and entirely. They'd drop her off shortly and he'd wipe his hands clean of this nights troubles.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Nov 26, 2009 21:43:05 GMT -8
She was not aware of what was going on. Her mind having gotten lost to the darkness and now being trapped there. Images of her past filtering freely through her mind as her lifeless body was carried away to the limo.
She did not sleep much, it was not her favorite pass time to say the least. At least not as of late. Horrible images of her past, things she wished to forget always seemed to consume her.
That boy that had brought about the introduction of Sasha..the day she had almost killed him...the blood...
The night her foster family tried to kill her for being different than they were. The cause for the scar that ran the length of her lower back.....Something visible if anyone ever paid attention when her shirt rode up in the back.....
The day, though clouded with age, that she had been taken away from her mother.....
The day her daughter had died and Katsuri had left......
All of it came in flashes through her mind, the voices of her other selves coming forth to torment her about the way she was worthless, the way she was not good at anything..how she failed at everything she attempted.....
Shifting softly in his arms she whimpered out, body trembling as the images came in heavy flashes, taking up every bit of peace she had and shattering it.....
Unconsciously she curled up, her hand feeling something warm and instinctively gripping at it....not aware that it was Gabriel. Her brown hair falling into her face as she seemed to hide against him. Unable to escape the nightmares that assaulted her.
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