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Post by Farren on Dec 19, 2009 16:57:30 GMT -8
I shook my head side-to-side, as if to say 'What's the use?' Because that's how I felt right at that moment. They never get it, they never do. I mean sure I didn't get it either at first but these students, this school...it was like they had a brick wall right behind their eyes and ears and never let anything in.
"Of course I don't know you. You or the other two or anybody else. Nobody knows anyone. We don't even know ourselves. How well do you know those voices in your head, those 'other people' waiting to come out? Don't be shocked, files don't tell me who you are but they sure as hell can tell me who's an abused little girl with Dissociative Identity Disorder."
"This is tough love, Kevala. I may be a poor excuse for a Guidance Counselor but I'm still more than qualified, especially for this school. Students here are time bombs and maniacs, people seriously fucked up. It'll take more than a sit-down and a lolipop to sort out this mess."
I turned back around and looked out at the school one more time. I jammed my hands into my pockets and hunched my shoulders slightly, a slight nervous habit of mine. "We're all lost souls here. I can't stop what hurts people before they get here...but I can stop this school from making it worse."
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Post by Mitsukai on Dec 22, 2009 17:56:22 GMT -8
Mitsukai had been silent for awhile while Farren and Kevala had been going at it. Not that she was scared of getting on the man's bad side thanks to his subtle little threat. In fact that threat only made her more angry, it made her want to fight him back. But no, not this time. Instead she had kept her mouth shut to observe and figure out what kind of man this guidance counselor was.
Frankly she was not very pleased with what she saw. All Mitsukai could see was some man who talked a lot about the evil's of the world while justifying his own evil actions under the mask of it being for the greater good. Mitsukai frankly didn't give a shit whether or not he had really meant what he said when he had threaten those children's lives, the act itself did not do very well for his image as it was.
It of course did not help that he spoke to them like a bunch of ignorant little brats that were so caught up in their own mindless bullshit that they completely ignored the pain and suffering of everyone else. Mitsukai might be a cold and heartless bitch at times but she was by no means ignorant. She was the ways she was because she was well aware of the world she lived in, how the fucked up preyed upon others like them and spread their taint throughout the world. Life was hard on everyone, some more than others. She did not simply ignored that, she acknowledged it and did the best she could to move on.
Hell she never denied all the shit that happened since her own alter ego had been born. How many times she had woke up alone with blood on her hands and had no clue who it was from or if those victims had ever survived. Much as she would like to forget about it she refused to. It was a constant reminder for her to try and keep control of that psycho bitch. To talked down to her like this really grated on her nerves.
"We're all lost souls here. I can't stop what hurts people before they get here...but I can stop this school from making it worse."
"And how exactly are you planning to do that?" Mitsukai would ask him. "Destroy the system and create a new order? How sure are you that it wouldn't be corrupted just like the current one? That you yourself won't lose sight of your original goal and be corrupted by your own power?" That always seemed to be the case in these situations. Those that hunger for change normally lost themselves to the power of authority. Turning out to become no better then the previous command if they had not started out that way. It would be no different with Farren. She did not think simply because it seemed like a never ending cycle but simply because of his previous actions showed that it was more than likely he would become just like the others.
"You can say what you will to justify yourself. You can even put me down all you like, frankly I don't give a shit. The fucked up can not help the fucked up and whether you believe it or not you are no better then the rest of the scum you look down on."
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 22, 2009 18:16:13 GMT -8
(ooc: Cause I am lazy I ish gonna post Astrid leaving here...XDD )
Kev would watch as Astrid took her leave. The girl apparently bored with the situation and not wishing to get drug into something like this. Not that Kevala could blame her. No, she honestly understood. But Farren had drug her into all this.
As he spoke she would raise her brow slightly, something in his words hitting a nerve with her. Not a bad one, but a nerve just the same.
"You sound a lot like somebody I know."
It was all she would say before she would turn her back to him and look to Mitsu. A little shake of her head as she brushed her tongue over her lips.
"Do not let him get to you. It is what he does. Nothing will change him. Trust me on this. His mind is set."
She was not speaking because she knew him. She just knew the type. They would not settle for anything less than their goals being met.
She would have to think over this, and her reasons for hating the man before them.
Had the man she loved not done the same thing to her at one point? Threatening the life of her kids to get what he wanted?
Heh...yeah......maybe she was just bias to Gabriel...but the fact remained Farren had done no different.
A lot to think over.
She would turn back to Farren, a sigh passing from her.
"You and I will meet again. But for now, I am done."
She would then turn and leave, not sure if Mitsu would follow or not. But she was done with this conversation.
For now.
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