The journal of "WasserDrache"

[Victor "Break" D'Armond]

Ich bin aber eine Marionette

Day 1:
I have returned to america, thank god, that stupid little hut was absolutely stifling, I couldn't even breathe... that... alter mann... scary, I can only hope he doesn't find out I'm writing this... but he probably will... I haven't met anyone as intelligent as him since... ever. and yet it intrigues me, I know I'm just a puppet under his control... but he knows I know... he doesn't care... probably... a means to an end, no?

still, I feel stronger, smarter, more confident... he certainly taught me things of value if nothing else... and that is good.

I saw mischa today, that was fun. in a cafe... she didn't know I just got back, she asked about the armband... I made up something... it was... satisfactory... I hope he doesn't figure out I'm making excuses... hopefully when he finds this journal this whole thing will already be over and it will be of no consequence. gotta make things happen, gotta get moving.

we sang an awesome song, and she sounded great... she's a pretty cool girl, even with her clumsiness

[Victor "Break" D'Armond]

Ich bin aber eine Marionette

Day 2:
Things are progressing nicely... I am preparing to confront the student dean, I would not be surprised if he knew who alter mann was... but I can't explain the situation to the student dean... not in full at least... perhaps he will figure it out on his own? regardless I know what I will say to him now, it must be done, and it must be done right... I'll be taking the italians with me I've decided... I need to put them to some use, and what better service than absolute unification... I may have a mission, but that doesn't mean I can't put my own twists on things... I'd like to do this without Violence... but I know that is foolhardy and impossible...

today I ran into Addie in the park, she looked beautiful as ever, and it was fun telling her of germany, she really seemed interested... maybe when I go back.... nevermind, I thought that all the way through... bad idea. still she chose to join me if I should elect to need her for anything. she may consider herself week, but she is not completely without her strength, she will be usefull when the time comes. she is intelligent, and thats what truly counts, not strength. this will be a battle of tactics, not who has the greatest numbers or the stronger fighters.

[Victor "Break" D'Armond]

Ich bin aber eine Marionette

Day 3:
I met with kevala after school, we did a lot of catching up, and... oddly enough I asked her out. this'll be new actually treating a date seriously, maybe I can have a little fun. as far as the mission goes, people are slowly beginning to see my side of things, that all I want is peace and unity to some degree, at least have everyone be friendly toward each other...

and yet there is always a deeper reason isn't there? especially in this case, why I want these things... or rather, why I need them. I've never been afraid of anything in my life, but if there was one thing I would be afraid of it is what alter mann can do... I'm not particularly afraid of it... but it is slightly more than just worrysome...

the day coming up to the student dean seems fast approaching... I need as many people on my side by then as possible... please god let the student dean not do anything stupid... I don't want him to be hurt either...

and I thought I had gotten in trouble messing about with Gabriel... that seems almost laughable now