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[Sharon Kat Chaser]

4,April 2011

[glow=red,2,300]Has it really been a year now?[/glow]

365 days has pass really...can't really allow myself to believe that. Ganny you see me through it all. Yet my biggest fight you had to go before it started. Now I must find ways to keep moving on. All that you took with you as you passed.

I may have not grown tall, may not grown in wits or anything else but I have grown as a person so I hope. I hope that you are enjoying the land of Milk and Honey. I hope it everything you ever thought it would be..

I got the area set up for the next full moon to charge some stones for my next spell of self healing of the mind. The one that you tough me those years ago. I really miss our Sunday drives to Lady Runestone shop. But I am 16 this year maybe I can get a car and the big card too so I can drive out there and see her and buy some things from her for the craft.

I just hope that I am making you proud up there as you look down at me. I am not something you told me not to be with my Craft and in life all together.

Well I really miss you Granny and love you
Sharon

Song of the day-Save me by Shinedown


Quote of the day

[Sharon Kat Chaser]

Bong Bing
The world upside down
Running from the spotlight
Always standing in the shadow
Shadows
The little safe this world gives us
They looked at you
Asked who you be
You look down at you feet
Don't tell them which side of town you are
Just give a light sigh and say
I am just someone that took the wrong turn
On the streets
Just hoping that today wouldn't be my last
Because if I was I forgot to kiss my love good-bye
I think I would had wore something nicer today
As you would throw me in a ditch some where
All I can hope is that you don't throw me were
that crazy guy goes and pee at...
Better yet
If today was the day I die
I would had spend a little more time
making a name for myself
So before the coasted was close
Everyone would remember
My name...
I wouldn't be just another empty desk
That only a few would look at
And even let a tear drop
Yet they wouldn't even care that I was gone
Just another number to mark off
the long list of people that
May not be moving on
May not be a shiny star
But in my mind I was something great
That falls on empty hearts
Of a world upside down
Ding Dong
Another clock stops
another dream dies
Another face forgotten
Yet the world seemed to be
Nothing but sunshine
To a small child
Yet you stand here
thinking this world was something more
As Jackass step up
to claim what they think was theirs
Yet really they just trying to claim to the top
Though Everyone runs from the spotlight
No one wants to see that first take
Take on to something a little less
than Perfect
A little last than now
No one really wanted to step up
Though everyone fight
For something they think
Is worthy
Yet we stand in the shadow
Never showing anything
More than what our masts
Allow...
Because showing our hand
Will make us lose
The poker game
Because bets are stake ageist you and me
we never stop trying
To make it through another day
Hell I am just trying to make it through
High School
Yet even there people
Looking to take you down
Though I am sure this poem
Or words make no sense
Though life is not to make sense until the end
And maybe not even then
Because you could looked back at things
And think there is no reason for
So much blood on young hand
Yet we hold the flags of someone else hate

~4-6-11~

[Sharon Kat Chaser]

4-9-11


Dreams of the midnight land


As I stand here looking out there much to think about as the year comes to roaring end as nothing seemed to out the way I had plan as I went for a simply when out to look for some herbs for a spell I was doing for a clear head. When yet again there was something was going down and the store when on fire.

so needless to say I didn't get what I wanted. So now I can't even see what up and what is down. *sigh* I guess it don't matter.

-Kat-

[Sharon Kat Chaser]

4.26.11.

Dear book,
Things are not looking so good. Mom seemed to be sad today. I fear that she getting depressed because she wants another child...I am the one that messed that up... I made her unable to have another one...

But in a way I am glade it is that way. I don't have to worried about another child running around getting killed because of how curled this world can be... I worried about my little cousin, he younger than me and Zoey, who is his older brother. Just now he seemed to be getting bullied but there nothing really I can do about it because of the age. *sigh* there so much that I wish I could fix yet I shouldn't do because it selfish.