Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 3, 2011 13:15:01 GMT -8
Kevala Marie Badoer
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Basic Information[/u][/size]
Full Name: Kevala Marie Badoer ( Formerly Kevala Marie Katashi )
Nicknames: Kev, The Dark Princess
Age: 21
D.O.B: October 23rd
Gender: Female
Nationality: American Citizen
Ethnicity: Unknown
Height: 5'1”
Weight: 110 lbs
Hair Color: Auburn ( with natural streaks of blond and hints of red )
Eye Color: Icy Blue
Religious Beliefs: Atheist
Sexuality: Bi-Sexual
Relationship Status: Married to Mischa Badoer
Aesthetics [/u][/size]
Appearance:
Overall, Kevala is small in appearance. Standing just over five feet in height, and weighing a little more than one-hundred pounds. At most she has only ever weighed 115 pounds, with the exception of her being pregnant of course. She honestly cannot put on more weight than that. Her body burns too much energy too rapidly for that, only having her metabolism slow down when she is pregnant or severely injured.
Starting at the top and working out way down, Kevala has a lovely shade of auburn hair. It has the ability to appear near brown in some light and in others it can have an almost black shade to it. The length is to just below her shoulder blades when straight, and when curled slightly it comes to just about the base of her neck or perhaps a little bit longer. To the touch it is soft and silky in texture. Usually wore down unless she is working out, at which time she pulls it back into a loose ponytail at the back of her head. Almost always, if one ventures close enough, they will be able to catch the scent of strawberries and cream. This is her favorite scent and therefore the scent of the shampoo that she uses as well as the conditioner.
Her facial features are quite simply put, classic. She has a very classical look to the structure of her cheeks and jawline. A slender nose and elegant brow. Her lips are full and a soft rose color. But by far, the most captivating thing about Kevala is her eyes. These are typically the first thing people notice when they look at her and meet her for the first time. They are a unique shade of blue, most closely related to the term “icy blue” though even then the term is not quite accurate. They are lined with long, thick lashes and when the light captures them just right it creates a soft shimmering affect that really seems to make her eyes sparkle.
Her complexion is a soft, olive tone. Which really offsets her features perfectly, seeming to bring out her eyes, creating a “bedroom eyes” sort of feel to her face as well as a very classical, beautiful look.
Her overall structure is slender and yet with soft voluptuous curves that are not too big yet seem to fit to the form of her body perfectly. Her muscle tone is sleek and slightly defined. Though she has never been one to work out too much. For her, a good run and some combat training is all she needs to stay trim and fit. Hands and feet are pretty much as upkept as the rest of her. Perfectly manicured nails, soft, silky skin and small, just like the rest of her.
Defining Marks:
- Front Right Hip~ A brand mark, burned into her flesh in the shape of some type of strange symbol. Gift to her from her biggest fan a.k.a stalker.
- Back~ Four jagged scars, ranging from an inch in length to one that is four inches long. Stab wounds from when her foster family tried to kill her when she was seven. The largest of which being the final stab that was done while she was crawling away, causing the knife to drag before being pulled free.
- Wrists~Most notable there is two jagged scars, about an inch and a half long, in a vertical line. One per wrist. Clearly marks of a suicide attempt or at least that was the intent. There there are several others as well, none quite as prominent. All self inflicted.
Though if close attention is paid there is also a set that runs the full diameter of her wrists, left by her fight against her restraints while in the asylum. - Ankles~ Same circular scars that she has on her wrists, caused by the same thing. Restraints and her struggle constantly to get free of them.
- Left Thigh~ Jagged, large scar, about two inches long and half an inch wide. Self inflicted stab wound with a shard of broken glass.
- Upper Inner Thighs ( both right and left )~ A series of eight thick, jagged scars ( four per thigh ) that are unmistakably marks left from fingernails sunk so deep into the flesh that they tore at it hard enough to leave scars. From her time in the asylum.
- Stomach~ Single scar, lower abdomen, right beneath her belly button. Three quarters of an inch in length, faint but noticeable. No memory of where it came from. Only that it was not there before she was locked up.
- Right Side ( directly over ribs )~ Burn mark in the shape of a hand, or at least that is how it seems. Injury from a fight with a guy who liked to play with fire.
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Personality:
**NOTE**Kevala's personality is actually divided into two distinct areas. Where a normal person feels both good emotions and bad emotions in one, single, solidified personality or mindset, Kevala experiences these things in a dual functioning frame of mind.
- Kevala~ This is the most dominant personality between the two. In this frame of mind, Kevala is capable of a range of different emotions and thoughts. This is also, by far, the most complex side of her. She is usually calm and collected, her mind easily enough processing whatever is happening in the situation and finding some manner of coping with it. This is not to say that nothing gets to her though. In fact, there are several things that can, and will, break through the walls that she has put in place to shield herself. Though these instances are rare, when they do happen it tends to be a rather dramatic shift in her emotions and thoughts. This is mostly due to the fact that there is not much out there that really bothers or scares Kev, so when the situation arises that she actually does show to be affected by something, it typically means that it is really, really bad.
One thing that can be noted about Kevala is that she seems to have a very proper, elegant manner of speaking and reacting to every day situations. Some people believe that this is due to the fact that she was the CEO of a major weapons manufacturing corporation, but in reality it is due to the fact that in her early teens, she was mentored by a man who taught her to hold herself with that kind of pride and dignity. Though sometimes, on rare instances, she lets that facade drop and becomes very easy going and relaxed, sometimes even hyper. Yet to get her to fully relax is almost impossible. No matter how much she may seem to be “chilled out” there is always that underlying “proper” tone to her actions and words.
She does not trust anyone, save for a select number of people, which she can count easily on one hand. Even those that she considers to be “friends” are usually not fully trusted. She is always waiting for the other shoe to drop, so to speak. Having learned early on in life that people cannot be trusted. That it is in their nature, as humans, to betray those close to them if the opportunity aries. It is for this reason that she tends to spend most of her time alone and is unable to form an actual connection to other people. Yet, that does not mean she cannot or will not put up a front that makes her appear to be trusting or friendly. This front is something she has used so often for so long that she is now capable of pulling it off flawlessly.
Despite the front she puts up though, it should be noted that Kevala does not like to lie, nor does she like being lied to. Often times her “acts” can be confused with lying, though in her mind, omitting the truth is not the same thing as lying. Nobody needs to know everything about her, save for those select few that have gotten past her defenses. Therefore, she is not lying when she doesn't tell them about her less than normal side, she is simply picking and choosing what parts of her they get to see.
Above all though, Kevala is a firm believer in respect. She thinks that it is something one should earn and not something people should assume they automatically deserve. Meaning, unless a person gives her reason to respect them, she will not. However, once a person has earned her respect, they can count on her being more inclined to get along with them, and possibly even side with them if they should ever need it. In her mind, a person does not have to be an ally to earn her respect, causing her to come across as potentially “two faced” or whatever one would like to call it. But in reality, she simply see's that everyone, despite their allegiances, should be respected if they do something to warrant such. All she asks is that she receive the same from others. - ”The Demon”: This is the voice inside her head, the one that she often speaks to mentally, and sometimes out loud when she is alone. In her mind this is a completely different person than herself, and therefore she will often, if not always, refer to herself as “we” when speaking in her mind as well as addressing The Demon as though it were its own person with words such as “you” and “I”. It is this part of her personality that will often chime in during a situation with advice, warnings, and even sometimes, a brief commentary on what is going on. Rarely does this side of her personality become the dominant force, due to the fact that Kevala herself works to keep it locked away simply because of its very nature. This is the part of Kevala that is bad, dark and, by some people's standards, evil. The basic functions of this personality are rather primal in nature. It is in essense all of Kevala's fear, anger, rage, hatred and pain. This part of her does not know happiness, has never felt it and never will. It hungers for pain, blood, death and destruction. Its primary function is self preservation, meaning that it will do whatever it takes in order to ensure that “they” do not die. When it comes to The Demon, there is no such thing as friend, or foe, no difference between right and wrong. All there is, is whatever it takes in order to survive the current threat. If that involves killing a person otherwise thought of as a friend, then so be it. It knows no guilt, no shame, no regret or remorse. As it stands, there is currently one person capable of dealing with this aspect of her and talking Kevala back from the darkness. Gabriel Seran.
Mental Conditions:
**NOTE**This is just a list of different diagnoses that have been handed down to Kevala over the years. Ones marked with ** indicate proven conditions, all others remain open for debate.
- Renfield Syndrome or Clinical Vampirism** Level: Severe
- Antisocial Personality Disorder (commonly known as being a Sociopath)Level: Moderately Severe to Severe
- Attention Deficit Hyperactivity DisorderLevel: Extremely low
- Paranoid Personality Disorder**Level: Mild to Moderate
- Masochistic**Level: Moderately Severe
**NOTE** Though Kev has been known to gain more pleasure sexually when pain is inflicted this does not mean that she requires it in order to become aroused or to have a gratifying sexual experience. This term fits her simply due to the fact that she does enjoy pain and has a tendancy to inflict it upon herself or at times seek it out through others. Though she will not go out of her way to obtain such. - Sadistic**Level: Moderately Severe
**NOTE** Again, this condition does not mean that she requires it for any form or sexual gratification. She simply thrives off of causing pain to others, be it physical, mental or emotional. She will often seek out somebody to take these urges out upon and does not let on to those around her that she possesses this trait. - Psychopathy**Level: Moderately Severe to Severe
**NOTE** Due to her empathic ability she is now able to actually feel those things which a normal psychopath would not such as love. Though it should be noted that despite this, the condition is still very much a part of who she is. It has simply been altered. But since there are no studies to provide information on how an ability like her own would affect such a mantal condition, this diagnoses still holds true. - Anxiety**Level: Moderate
**NOTE**Has been known to lead to panic attacks
Interests:
- Genetics: Though Kevala is new to the family business, well only a couple years in, she is very interested in the classified studies that they perform both in the U.S and other countries where the laws are not so strict and they are provided with more lead way to achieve their goals. Things such as radiation effects, chemical injections and gene manipulation either while in the womb or on full grown adults.
- Chemicals: There are different things about this topic that interest her. She finds it fascinating that she can combine simple, harmless chemicals and create something deadly or useful from them.
- Technology: She has a high interest in things such as high tech monitoring devices, weaponry and security devices. She makes use of whatever technology is at her disposal, which give her family’s power and reach is quite a bit.
- Weapons: Though she is not a full fledged expert in weapons, she is not without basic understanding and skill in both guns and knives. Yet the only weapons she owns, as far as in her home, are a set of matching knives and a .45 handgun with silencer. Though that’s not to say if she wanted she could not get ahold of more. She just does not have them at the current time.
- Fighting: This is such a broad spectrum to cover, but it is an area that greatly interests Kevala. Though she does not study one specific type of fighting. Instead she tries to use different styles to merge together and create her own personal form. It is what she considers the best method to achieve a successful fight.
Skills:
[li]Research: She is a stickler for researching things. She is NEVER one to go into thing without all the information available. She will attempt to obtain this information by whatever means is needed. Be it unsavory or not. She believes that rushing into anything without all the facts is asking to get killed or captures or even worse, experimented on and tortured. ( Or at least this is worse in her eyes seeing as how that has always been what happens to her )
[/li][li]Pain Tolerance: This may not seem like it should be considered a skill, but in actuality it is. She is able to maintain focus through an immense amount of pain and continue forward. In reality, it sometimes takes actually knocking her out to get her to stop what she is attempting to do. Over time, it has been drawn out of her so much, that she has actually learned to adapt her emotions toward the feeling from negative to positive. In other words, she had learned to like it on some level.
[/li][li]Weaponry: She is not super skilled with weapons, but she is not completely useless when using them either. She may not be able to nail a dime in the center at five hundred yards with a rifle, but she can hit a man on some part of his body at the same distance. Her motto…”As long as it slows him down it’s a good shot.” She is not very skilled at throwing knives either, though in close combat situations, she is rather handy with one. She is well informed on which areas of the body are most vital to be struck by knife, which will kill a person and which will simply hinder the person.
[/li][li]Manipulation: Though she does not go about bragging on this skill, she does in turn use it rather often. She has one real goal in life, and that is to watch out for the one thing that she feels need to be watched out for, herself. She will do whatever it takes to ensure that she is in the best possible position she could be in. No matter who she has to go through to get it
[/li][li]Chemicals: She is capable of combining chemicals and creating weapons out of such basically. A side effect of her working in a biological and chemical warfare company. She started to pick up on it and found she had a knack for it. Has been at it ever since, creating commonly known chemical compounds as well as experimenting to make new, more useful ones. [/li][/ul]
**Bio Updated December 3, 2011**
**Bio Updated January 24, 2012**[/font]