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Post by Kazuya Hikari on Oct 26, 2013 22:46:42 GMT -8
Feeling something rest against his back, Kazuya would glance behind him and would barely make out Eurydice from the corner of his eye before returning to look out the window, another flash of lightning illuminating his face. A small smile slowly appearing on his face, he knew he had overreacted to her injury, but he really had been worried about her. "... Then next time I'll remember to leave a bite mark then."Hearing her inhale and exhale, she would receive no verbal response to her apology from him. Instead, she would feel him move his back off of hers... before his arms would wrap around her stomach as opposed to her neck, holding her close to his warm body to comfort her. "... You have nothing to apologize for. I don't know what you went through, but it's clear it was traumatic, and still haunts you to this day. Though... I think if you really did hate me, that would hurt me even worse than being stabbed or punched." |
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Post by Eurydice Sudeki on Oct 27, 2013 8:47:42 GMT -8
.::A small chuckle could be heard towards his comment about biting her, before she apologized. The weight lifted from her back as he seemed to move from her. Suddenly feeling arms wrap around her stomach and slid her legs down a little to give room. Her arms unwrapping from them as she let him gently pull her back against his form, letting her hands rest on top of his forearms. She let her head tilt back to rest on his shoulder so that his head would be on the other side of her face, her neck being exposed to him. Her eyes were closed as he spoke at first then slowly opened her head lifting a bit from his shoulder, turning to look at him with a bit of a comical frown::.
~Thanks captain obvious.~
"Ya know what mister, you need to stop being so over dramatic..Actors are that dramatic.. Were you in the arts? And don't you dare apologize. You don't have to apologize for everything you know. There are things beyond your control..And you tell me get it together, bah..And ya know what if I stabbed you I must hate you so wouldn't it hurt equally or more? Which it would take a lot for me to hate you bear that in mind..I like you more when you loosen up, when you're less captain obvious and - ."
.::Now she was just rambling on a bunch of nonsense truthfully. Sometimes she needed to be shut up, even told to shut up. At any given point she could've been cut off by him and would probably just laugh it off in the end. At least she wasn't all mopey or too serious herself anymore. Her talking or rambling was really a means to nothing. Yea she needed to be told to shut up and made to do so::. |
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Post by Kazuya Hikari on Oct 27, 2013 9:57:53 GMT -8
"... You know... You talk too much sometimes Eurydice..."
Kazuya would say teasingly, letting out a low chuckle as he'd rest his chin lightly on top of her shoulder, a wolfish grin slowly appearing on his face as he turned his head slightly to look down at her.
"You really should stop talking once in a while."
And he would make her shut up by leaning down and kissing her, his arms wrapping slightly tighter around her, pulling her even closer to him. Don't get him wrong, he liked hearing her voice and was perfectly content with just listening, but someone needed to shut her up.
Just close your eyes and shut your mouth
And let me kiss you inside out.
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Post by Eurydice Sudeki on Oct 27, 2013 15:40:18 GMT -8
"furthermore I-"
"... You know... You talk too much sometimes Eurydice..."
"What? I have barely-"
"You really should stop talking once in a while."
"You-"
.::His lips taking hers caused a muffled sound from Eury as she was in mid speech when he cut her off. Funny he said 'once in awhile' as if they even had many conversations or even ones where she would ramble on. Now if he wanted to see her ramble to the point of needing to be told to shut up, then get her talking about mythology, history, science and the likes. She really wouldn't shut up. Though she had gotten pretty good at trying to keep her random fun facts at bay. But either way sometimes she needed someone to speak a little sternly to her. Take a little control.
Despite the fact she would usually be feisty back, a man taking initiative was kinda sexy. Her head tilted back into his shoulder as she let herself fall into the kiss, a hand being placed on his cheek. The lightning flashed, wind howled and the thunder slammed across the sky. With a soft sigh she broke the kiss, leaving her hand on his cheek. The hand that she had punched the mirror with earlier. Her face turned to look at the wall gapping of the drapes that showed the outside just a bit. The storm was pretty bad to say the least, and for now while she was awake she was calm::.
"Cute."
.::Referring to him telling her to shut up and making her do so. Her body finally truly relaxed against him, her hand dropping from his cheek to his arms that were wrapped around her. The lightning illuminating her features when it flashed::.
"It's a tempest outside.."
.::It was almost like she was saying he could stay without verbally using those words by pointing out the obvious::.
~Talk it out with him she said..~ |
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Post by Kazuya Hikari on Oct 27, 2013 20:26:10 GMT -8
Feeling Eurydice tilt her head back into his shoulder and place her hand on his cheek, another bolt of lightning would flash followed by thunder booming before he heard her sigh softly and break the kiss, her hand still on his cheek. Continuing to look down at her as he saw her turn to look at the wall gap of the drapes, a sly smirk would appear on his face before he would turn his head slightly to look out the window as her hand dropped from his cheek to his arms.
"... I suppose it would be unwise to leave and try to fight through the storm to get back to my house. It appears you'll be having an impromptu guest staying over with you tonight..."
Continuing to keep his arms snugly wrapped around, his warm body heat serving as both comfort and a means to warm her up, he would turn his head back to look down at her and smile slightly while one arm would unwrap around her stomach and moving from his kneeling position to a sitting position down on the floor, his legs spread out on either side of her, would place his hand behind him and lean back on his arm, letting her rest against him.
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Post by Eurydice Sudeki on Oct 28, 2013 6:55:45 GMT -8
"I don't mind there's plenty of room afterall."
.::With it being mansion having room was an understatement. As he shifted around and leaned back she let him and gravity take over coming to rest against him. She still stared out the window watching the storm remaining silent for an undisclosed amount of time. He could feel her breathing which seemed to be very controlled as if beginning in a meditative state, instead of a more natural nature. Like she was trying to calm or steel herself for something. To rid her mind of something. She inhaled deeper once and slowly let it out closing her eyes as she turned away from the window and dipped her head back to rest on him::.
"I can never sleep on nights like these."
.::The sound of her voice finally breaking the silence between them though it still rumbled and howled outside. Both her hands rested on top of the hand he still held her with would curl and uncurl against his skin. She was slowly easing into what she needed to say. Trying to talk about it, but yet she was being so cryptic::.
"I'd stay up all night and watch the door....waiting.."
.::Why was she watching the door? What was she waiting for? She didn't need sympathy or pity. She didn't need over dramatic phrases or talks. Sometimes she needed a little push whether she like it or not. Sometimes she needed someone to be a little harder on her. Call her out on her shit as she would do to others. Kilik was the prime example of doing that. Sure a little tenderness was nice and yes she needed it too. But she needed a balance of the two especially if she was going to get this off her chest. She went silent again. She didn't need an 'it's ok you can talk to me', she knew that already::. |
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Post by Kazuya Hikari on Oct 28, 2013 9:59:10 GMT -8
Hearing Eurydice inhale deeply once and then slowly let it out, feeling her head dip back to rest on him while her hands resting on top of his arm curled and uncurled against his skin, she would feel his arm shift slightly, holding her closer to him.
"... Why can't you sleep when it's storming like this? Why were you watching the door? What were you waiting for? Tell me Eurydice. If you don't tell me, I can't help you."
Slowly opening his eyes, he wasn't going to take silence for an answer. Normally he was never one to push others to tell him things, but in Eurydice's case, if he didn't act hard on her, she'd never be able to get it off her chest, and he'd never know what it was that haunted her all these years.
"Tell me."
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Post by Eurydice Sudeki on Oct 28, 2013 18:38:46 GMT -8
~I told Rai so nonchalantly but not in so many words. I wasn't thinking about it so strongly. It was a passing thought. I always think myself over it, but clearly I'm not.. I'm almost 30 and still..Actually that's a scary thought in itself.. The big 3-0..~
.::She could sense he wasn't going to let her squeeze on by. It's not as though she was truly trying to. Eury had opened the door just a crack it was a matter of letting him in to see what she saw. To understand why she almost killed him in such a frantic state. Surely she didn't come off a woman to be like that. To show that kind of fear or even anger. Well they do say hell hath no fury like a woman scorned so a fury that she showed could be possible, just extremely well hidden. Eury didn't seem like someone to anger quickly, and she really wasn't::.
~What could you help me with?~
.::Her eyes slowly opened glancing up at the ceiling breaking the moment of silence again::.
"You can't help me."
.::Well she was quick to shut that down. The words just rolled off her tongue without giving him the chance. Her eyes closed to another flash and clash before reopening to look blankly at the ceiling again::.
"I watch waiting...waiting for him to swing my door open and enter with the loud sound of the thunder..The flashing of the light against his drunken form..the rain splashing against the windows..."
.::It was almost like she was half reliving it as she told it. Again her hands curling and uncurling against his skin. Still who was this 'he' she was mentioning::.
"I try to forget but I can't forget what he did to me.." |
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Post by Kazuya Hikari on Oct 31, 2013 8:48:56 GMT -8
"... You don't know that."His eyes hidden in shadows, revealed fleetingly by the flashes of lightning that lit up the sky every so often, a bored or half-asleep expression on Kazuya's face, when in fact, it was neither. Feeling Eurydice's hands continue to curl and uncurl against his arm, she would feel his hold on her tighten very slightly. "... Who was this he? Was he... your-"The last word of Kazuya's sentence drowned out by a loud boom of thunder, even though she wouldn't catch it, it wasn't too hard to figure out that he had figured out who the person she cryptically referred to was. "... He took something from you that you can never get back."It wasn't a question. "... When?"
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Post by Eurydice Sudeki on Oct 31, 2013 21:54:52 GMT -8
.::After he made that statement about how she didn't know it would marinate for a bit in the air. Almost traveling in a circle before it reached her again, her voice almost sounding like it held a certain attitude behind it. It could've been mistaken as anger or annoyance that he would even say so, but that wouldn't be quite right would it::.
"Yes I do.. There's nothing anyone can do."
.::Her brows frowned as though deep in thought till the loud thunder drew her attention to the window. Her head snapping towards the source instantly though still heard the beginning of the sentence drowned out by the crash. It wasn't hard to figure it out no more her cryptic form of saying it. The fact that he had figured it out left her no reason to say it outloud anymore. Not as though she really wanted to. When she told Rai she went into some details because of how vividly she remembered it. She was calmer then, more focused, more in control of what she was feeling. Currently she wasn't. She relived it moments ago so everything was on high. A small sigh left her as her body would feel a little tense, but the tension was based on pure anger::.
"I was nine...and she did nothing..She just sat downstairs feeding her addiction.."
~Some mother I had. Wouldn't even help her daughter. There was no wonder why I snapped. But I snapped far too late into the deed. If only I had been stronger and hadn't froze. If only maybe I raged sooner could I have prevented what happened, but I hadn't. But he and she was dead. They both had been for 18 years now, yet still their memory held onto me. Clung to me like needy people.~
.::There was so much left to be said yet not really. He didn't need to hear the details and she didn't want to speak on it. But she was supposed to really be talking about it with him. Letting it out. Not hiding or being cryptic for him to play the guessing game. She was half doing what Lily said to but just in her own way. Then she spoke in a manner that made a statement. A strong one at that::.
"Then there was blood everywhere in the room, in the living room..Then I was gone and there was Kilik.."
.::She would end it with her first meeting of Kilik, but it was still left to debate. Was it that Kilik that had done the slaying or was it here? The answer could've been certainly obvious from when she woke attacking him. The slayer was herself. So they were dead yet still it was though they were alive::. |
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Post by Kazuya Hikari on Nov 1, 2013 13:49:55 GMT -8
"Yes, there is. I can listen. And that's a hell of a lot more than just nothing."
Falling silent as he felt the tension in Eurydice's body against his own, Kazuya would not react to her words, just listen, just as he said he would. Getting angry wouldn't do anything, it wouldn't erase the past trauma she had endured, or change what had happened. Even now, to this day, it still haunted her, tormented her. She had killed both her parents, but the memory still clung to her, suffocated her.
"He took you away from there. Took you away as far as he possibly could."
Another flash of lightning lighting up his face, his eyes were downcast even as he held her closer to him, like he wanted nothing more than to ease the tension she felt from pure anger.
"... I promised I would save you, and I intend to keep that promise."
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Post by Eurydice Sudeki on Nov 1, 2013 15:27:44 GMT -8
~I'm not weak. I'm not that damn weak anymore!~
.::She was starting to get visibly frustrated again letting it show despite normally being able to hide it. But she couldn't for some reason or another. She couldn't truly get it together. This wasn't supposed to go this way. She knew it wasn't going to be easy to share it while it being so vividly there but there was something else. Was it him? Was it his calmness? His kindness? Was he just too kind that she was finding difficulty accepting it? Eury wasn't used to such a high level of kindness or acceptance of things or how she was. She always played it tough. Usually treated with a sense of toughness. Tough love as its said. As he held her it was still visible of her frustration as a scoff leaked out. Her body would push forward getting off of him and standing with another flash of lightning her seemed to snap towards him with a voice full of irritation::.
"No there isn't. Listening isn't going to change it. It's not going to make it go away. It happened ok, I get it. I should just fucking get over it, right?! Fine you know what I was weak then, but I'm not weak anymore! I'm not that little girl that let that happen to her. Yea I killed them, I killed them both and I don't regret a fucking moment of it. Yea Kilik took me away and he made me better! I'm stronger now and I will not be told by anyone else that I'm not!"
.::The storm showed no sign of letting up and neither did Eury, she was practically pacing back and forth in a very short line. Anger just poured out her and it seemed to come almost out of nowhere. Her eyes tried not to fill with liquid though it maintained a gloss he wasn't able to see. But the way she occasionally spoke through her teeth would make that apparent::.
"And you, why are you so damn nice to me? Why are you so damn understanding so accepting? I don't need your pity. I don't need saving! You and your promises. You'll break them just like most have. It's inevitable. You can't keep that. You can't promise me anything. Don't treat me like I'm some fragile doll made of glass, cause I'm not! Don't try to baby me like I can't handle truths. I'm a big girl. I can stand on my own and everything. Don't sweet talk me like some girl off the street. I might not be perfect or overly special but I'm better than that. I don't need anyone's pity!"
.::In truth she wasn't done. But her head was throbbing in pain as her face grimaced at the pain for a moment. Her breathing was a bit quicker, certainly her temperature was up. However he was to respond she'd take it. She needed a good wake up call. Maybe she needed him to be a little tougher on her. Maybe she did need saving but she didn't want to admit it of course not. She hated feeling weak that was more than obvious. But maybe she needed to be told some rough truths. Something anything. Maybe she needed his soft nature, but right now she may not accept it so easily at first. Why did she have to be so complicated?::. |
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Post by Kazuya Hikari on Nov 1, 2013 17:33:50 GMT -8
Kazuya didn't need to be an empath to sense the frustration Eurydice currently felt, it was so incredibly obvious, even an idiot could see it, more so after hearing the scoff she let out. Feeling her body push forward and get off of him and stand, he would raise his head up and regard her with a cool but calm look on his face, unfazed by the irritation that filled her voice.
"... Did I ever tell you even once, to get over it? No, I didn't. I never said you were weak, nor did I ever imply even once that you were. Don't put words into my mouth."
Slowly climbing to his feet, watching as she paced back and forth, though his face continued to remain cool and calm, if she looked past her anger briefly, she would see a faint red glow emanate from Kazuya's hands, his hands slowly balling up into fists, even as his eyes remained focused on her. He was working to remain calm, but all the signs were pointing to him reaching his breaking point.
"Shut. Up."
A low growl would issue from him, his eyes hidden in shadows, as suddenly, a flame red flame-like aura would completely engulf him, sending a wave of energy outwards that would hit Eurydice like a brick wall, possibly sending her stumbling backwards. His hair spiking upwards from the sudden burst of energy, he would lift his head up, revealing his eyes, which had turned red from the sheer anger that radiated from him, as he would suddenly disappear and reappear in front of her, and would punch her right in the cheek. Despite his anger though, he would hold his strength back enough that the punch would still sting, but not so powerful that he'd send her clear across the room.
"Don't misunderstand. This world IS black. People break promises all the time. But don't assume that I will break my promises. You don't know the future, and you don't know that. So don't misunderstand... and think that I pity you. You think you know me, and who I am? ... Be serious... You don't know anything about me."
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Post by Eurydice Sudeki on Nov 1, 2013 19:02:31 GMT -8
[OOC: Daawwww cute they fighting. XD]
.::Eury was far too caught up in her own fury to notice the glow in his hand immediately. She was lost in a sea of emotions just like once before. Until it would grow to seemingly feel like there was some form of threat to her it would go unnoticed. Her ability kicked in as his anger rose an alarm to her causing her head to snap in his direction. Her brows frowned adding to the scowl that appeared on her face. But it was the growl that came from his tone that truly brought her to face him::.
"Did you ju-"
~Shit~
.::Indeed a slight gasp could almost be heard as a wave of energy hit it hard. Instincts told her to place her arms up to block and as she did a purple energy shield came up briefly but was so last minute that she still stumbled backwards but managed to keep her impeccable balance just barely. For a moment her eyes held a faint purple glow but faded quickly as she brought her arms down, glaring at him. She saw the red aura burst around him and still did not falter, though suddenly he was before her and her head was snapped to the side causing her to take a step back as well. Her hair flew with the motion beginning to cover her face. Eury's head would remain that way as he spoke to a fierce tone towards her. Was this what she wanted? It was maybe something she needed to a degree. She had a nasty habit sometimes of pushing people's buttons, and she pushed too far at times. It wasn't a good way to make friends. But it often happened when someone tried to get so close. It was a defense mechanism, one would think that would be over by now. She would be more mature than that.
But for some reason everything just seemed like a new beginning somehow. Like she was the girl with nothing really to lose cause she had nothing, but she did have something - sort of. It wasn't right the way she was but it had already started. And when things started she finished. She was so stubborn it was amazing she managed to marry, to settle down and have kids. Where was her strong stubbornness when told not to go after her daughters? Was it suddenly selective? Her cheek indeed stung. Though her eyes took the color purple again this time staying steady as her head slowly started to turn towards him. Oh she was pissed even more now. Her right hand had a purple glow surrounding it and without warning she swung a quick hook to his face. The purple energy on impact would act with a added concussive force, it should've had him stumble at least a step or two. Finally her voice spoke up a growl overly obvious in her tone, though there was an eerie calm to it. That was the worst with Eury though, a calm anger, it would've been better just more out there::.
"Don't talk to me about the blackness of the world. I know all its little dark corners.. I might have been gone for two years but the darkness of this world hasn't changed a damn bit. I don't need to know the future to know that there will always be shadows hovering over, waiting to snuff out every inch of light that shines through...Know you? I don't claim it.. But I do know you seem to blindly trust me so damn much.. You claim you're willing to do so much for me but how do I know that to be true huh? You could just be saying it all just to lay with me and I'm foolishly believing you."
.::At least there was an admission that she believed him. Her face was starting to lose the growl, though all the same sounded like it was weakening. As though she was tiring, her form seemed a little wobbly like she was going to faint::.
"You be serious. If you didn't pity me why the hell would you be this damn kind and accepting. You have to pity me if you THINK I need to be saved.. I-I'm not we-weak.. I don't..ne-need your -"
.::The purple in her eyes had been faded away as her body seemed to sway backwards, she was going down there was no question about it. Clearly she couldn't handle a high amount of stress. It was odd but it might've had to do with her disappearance and lack of memory. This same instance happened before. She would regret this argument with him that was for sure. This was her fault, point was would she admit it?::. |
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Post by Kazuya Hikari on Nov 1, 2013 21:43:22 GMT -8
Far from intimidated as Kazuya saw Eurydice's head turn towards him after he had punched her, his flame red eyes would glare straight at her purple eyes, his rage level at its peak. The quick hook slamming into his cheek, his head would snap to the side and upwards at an angle, the added concussive force from the purple energy causing him to take a step back to maintain his balance.
His head remaining that way as Eurydice growled with an eerie calmness at him, his anger and rage was not dying down any time soon. The thing about Kazuya's anger, though it was volatile and he would lash out physically when he lost his temper, he would never take biting jabs at a person, no matter how long and out of control his temper got. Slowly lowering his head back down, his eyes would continue to glow flame red as he would stare down at Eurydice, his upper body hidden in shadows as he towered intimidatingly over her.
"You don't. Believe what you want, but not everyone has an ulterior motive behind what they say. Yeah, I blindly trust you very much, because I fucking care deeply for and love you! Even if my trust was fucking misplaced, I wouldn't give a rat's ass and would continue caring for you, got it!?"
Even as he visibly saw her face begin to lose the growl while at the same time sounding like it was weakening, the shape of her body heat starting to wobble, his own anger would continue to remain high. When his rage exploded, it really exploded, and it would sometimes go for a long time.
"Are you stupid? Being kind and accepting doesn't always mean pitying someone. If I pitied you, you would know, and this is far from pity. Since when do I need a reason to be understanding? Did it ever occur to you that maybe, just maybe, people are innately kind-hearted? Don't assume anything for me. I certainly don't pity you, and I certainly don't think you're weak!"
His eyes narrowing seeing the purple in her eyes fade away as her body seemed to sway backwards, he would let out a low 'tch' before quickly moving right up to her and would wrap his arms around her, holding her close to him.
"Baka. I want to save you because I care so deeply for you. You don't need protection, but you are important to me, and while I still live and breathe, I will do everything I can for you. So shut up and rest against me already..."
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