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Post by Rhona Hall on Sept 13, 2018 14:24:29 GMT -8
She hated to admit.
"I am not so sure honestly. It seems to be at bay for now. But if I will ever snap again... I can't promise that I wont." she rubbed her fingers in her scalp contemplating the likelihood of it.
"I am sensitive with my Qi things that directly infect it seem to become apart of me without my control. The last time this happened was from a blade that feasters a Qi infection. My opponent literally making his Qi contagious." it waz quite a doozy. "And now my aura eclipses and I turn monstrous." she shrugged. It was not apart of her and it was now shaping her as well.
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Post by Allen Hollows on Sept 18, 2018 12:30:22 GMT -8
He furrowed his brow.
"You know....when I was learning to control my Qi with- with my sensei, he taught me that control is about understanding. He put me in a controlled environment and let me go crazy."
He shrugged.
"Maybe that's what you need. A place where you can safely let the monster loose, so you can better understand how to control it....?"
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Post by Rhona Hall on Sept 18, 2018 12:53:00 GMT -8
"Maybe... I would rather pretend it doesn't exist. As wrong as that sounds I am ashamed of it... It goes against everything my family taught me. It goes against the values they fought and died for."
sShe looked ina far distance unforseen by anyone except her own admiration. "Discipline and honor... Becoming a vision and... And well a God." she shrugged.
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Post by Allen Hollows on Sept 18, 2018 12:56:31 GMT -8
"That's fair."
He sighed.
"It must be hard to live with. Especially if you feel that way about it. My father- well, my adoptive father- used to tell me that we can't control everything that happens to us, but we can always control how we deal with it." He gave a small smile. "The older I get, the more shit I go through, the more I find I like his words of wisdom."
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Post by Rhona Hall on Sept 18, 2018 20:12:44 GMT -8
She folded her muscly arms tight over her chest. "I suppose I will have to officially deal with it eventually. No doubt that is what I should be doing. Even if I just dont want to see myself like that it is worse having it laugh at my face when it gets a win and tries to massacre some place."
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