Post by valekin on Jun 14, 2007 3:38:53 GMT -8
He couldn't begin to imagine what she had been through. When she had finished telling him, he sighed, and shook his head. His own selfish hunt for revenge had brought him out of a position where he could protect her. Well that ended now, if the promise before wasn't enough, the silent promise he made just then would be.
Now he felt like sharing.[/i]
"I'm sorry I left, I shouldn't have. Maybe then you wouldn't have gone through all of that. But what's done is done. And nothing can be done to change that. Like I said before."
He lolled his head to the side to look at her, training his elliptical eyes on her.
"First I left New York because of the war in Serbia. I was summoned, and I stupidly felt that my obligation to my country out weighed the obligation to those people that needed me over here. Rather than countless thousands that weren't even sure if they needed me in my homeland."
"When I got back to my country, my father was assassinated by the Black Hand. My unit was dispatched to take care of it, which was a mistake, because I had become sick with grief, and revenge. The trail led me back to New York temporarily, then onto Tokyo. Where I killed the Black Hand's Hunter unit leader, and made it my personal business to kill them all."
"During that period, I tracked down his lover to Moskau, and caught up with her there. I had become so obsessed with revenge.. that it distorted me completely. From her I found out that their daughter was in Serbia, for revenge. And I left after terminating her."
"When I got to Serbia, I went right to my home, and found that I was too late. My sisters... and my mother... were dead. And I hadn't been there for them. Not only were they dead... but they were so horribly.. violated, that it made me even more sick. I tracked the girl to California...but have been unsuccessful in finding and finishing her. Though I've.. been emulating her behavior more and more."
Now that hurt. Talking about his mother and sisters. They were dead, and there was nothing he could do for them now. But carry out vengeance. Though revenge was wrong, and he acknowledged it, it was his duty to them, in the least. Because of what happened to them, they won't be able to rest until he finishes it.
"I'm not even sure if I'm mad or not, the things I do are not out of my own will. But of the other... occupied with revenge. I need help to get him out of my head, and to gain complete control again... but first you need help. And I'll do my best to provide everything you need to get better, and move on. From now on, I promise to make it my obligation to protect you and yours, and never abandon you again."
Now he felt like sharing.[/i]
"I'm sorry I left, I shouldn't have. Maybe then you wouldn't have gone through all of that. But what's done is done. And nothing can be done to change that. Like I said before."
He lolled his head to the side to look at her, training his elliptical eyes on her.
"First I left New York because of the war in Serbia. I was summoned, and I stupidly felt that my obligation to my country out weighed the obligation to those people that needed me over here. Rather than countless thousands that weren't even sure if they needed me in my homeland."
"When I got back to my country, my father was assassinated by the Black Hand. My unit was dispatched to take care of it, which was a mistake, because I had become sick with grief, and revenge. The trail led me back to New York temporarily, then onto Tokyo. Where I killed the Black Hand's Hunter unit leader, and made it my personal business to kill them all."
"During that period, I tracked down his lover to Moskau, and caught up with her there. I had become so obsessed with revenge.. that it distorted me completely. From her I found out that their daughter was in Serbia, for revenge. And I left after terminating her."
"When I got to Serbia, I went right to my home, and found that I was too late. My sisters... and my mother... were dead. And I hadn't been there for them. Not only were they dead... but they were so horribly.. violated, that it made me even more sick. I tracked the girl to California...but have been unsuccessful in finding and finishing her. Though I've.. been emulating her behavior more and more."
Now that hurt. Talking about his mother and sisters. They were dead, and there was nothing he could do for them now. But carry out vengeance. Though revenge was wrong, and he acknowledged it, it was his duty to them, in the least. Because of what happened to them, they won't be able to rest until he finishes it.
"I'm not even sure if I'm mad or not, the things I do are not out of my own will. But of the other... occupied with revenge. I need help to get him out of my head, and to gain complete control again... but first you need help. And I'll do my best to provide everything you need to get better, and move on. From now on, I promise to make it my obligation to protect you and yours, and never abandon you again."
