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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 1, 2009 20:16:54 GMT -8
(ooc: Okay so this is after the whole kidnapping thing and once again the colors are for the personalities...
Plain text=Kevala
Maroon=Sasha
Purple=Katie
Orange=The combo
Navy and Black=Voices in her head (Cant be heard) )
It had been how long since she had been returned from the room where Arthur had kept her? She did not know. All she really could remember was being brought home and having been locked away...Again....Why had they done this to her? She honestly could not remember.
~Because those bastards that you thought cared for you tried to take you away from Arthur and think they know what is best for you.~
~But Spike...Gabriel.....~
~We have been through this! They left you to die there. HE is the one who cared. HE is the one who would not have left you the way they did. They let you suffer and then came and took you away from the child~
The other voice fell silent as she looked about the room, eyes going from red, to icy blue and then green over and over as she tried to assess the situation. She knew the room. It was her own mediation room, but the door were locked, the codes having been changed and all ways to escape being sealed. She was locked in and only saw people when Spike tried to come in and reason with her.
But she of course had none of it. No! This would not happen again. She would not let them trick her into believing that they fucking cared about her!
~But they....they do....~
~SHUT THE FUCK UP~
Curling up on the bed that lay in the middle of the barren room she would shake her head as she closed her eyes and tried to make the voices silence. It was so hard to think!
She had to wait now. No telling when Spike would be back...and as far as she knew nobody else had the code to the door. Though she was locked in here...so honestly she had no clue anymore.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 1, 2009 21:40:12 GMT -8
first of all to address was how Gabriel got into Kevala's estates? Well he'd been given a key not too long ago and sought his decision to use it now, the recent traumatic events he was sure she'd been put through were probably enough to send anyone over the edge. Course he didn't know what he'd had in mind at the moment but Gabriel would play his game a play by play reenactment as it went on.
Entering the foyer he searched the homestead finding each and every room much as he'd remembered the night he'd broken in. Everyone was easily accessible besides one. The meditation room. He'd suspected as much, if he was lucky she was just resting, not gnawing on her own flesh in there. Two soft raps of his knuckles against the door as Gabriel waited.
"Kevala, just want you to know I'm here if you need me..." He'd say briefly walking off slowly to the living room where he'd mosey about before lazing down in the sofa stretching out for comfort.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 1, 2009 21:51:57 GMT -8
She heard him and growled softly. Why the hell was he here? What more did he want from her!?
She just shook her head as the voices once more took hold.
~Gabriel?!~
~SHUT UP~
Her hands going to the sides of her head as she closed her eyes and tried to make them fall silent.
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Meanwhile outside the room one of the security guards who had been given a specific set of instructions from Spike noted the intruder and would make his way from the surveillance room and into the living room.
"Excuse me Mr. Seran."
The big man dressed in a black t-shirt and jeans looked over to the one seated there. He was quick and to the point.
"Mr. Sudeki told me to give you this should you come."
He then handed an envelope to the other man, his brown eyes going over this Gabriel character. He had seen him once before here, though he did not know what to make of him. But the lady of the house seemed to have at one point cared for him..so who was he to judge.
Inside the envelope was a note explaining how Kev was not able to come out of that room nor was anyone else given access other than Spike..given she nearly killed one of the security staff who had been sent in there the fist day.
At the bottom of the page was a 7 digit code. Giving access to the room. It was really for her own safety. She would either end up hurting herself or going to a place where more pain was sure to happen.
It was now up to Gabriel if he chose to enter. The security staff member having already turned and headed back to the surveillance room.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 2, 2009 11:23:51 GMT -8
Gabriel was approached by the pair, a calm facade on his face almost as if he'd owned the pace himself. They also treated him as such, not as master but as help, it was disconcerning their expressions of subtle distress. IT was as though they'd feared something, or feared losing something they hardly had a grip on. Gabriel sighed breifly taking the note. He sat there for a while debating entering the room to be quite honest, he knew the fear of what was going on and he knew whatever he did eventually he couldn't help in the long run. Approaching the door slowly he made his steps light before slidding down at the side so now he could be heard.
"I'm here..."
He breathed making his presence known but never edging towards the door. He remained stoic at the door side a state of coldness to him that he essentially carried with him everywhere. Gabriel would stay there unless given reason to enter, he was there for KEvala but he wouldn't be a patsy, everything took learning. Gabriel learned the effects of torture, he'd been victim of it more than one time in the past.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 2, 2009 12:01:37 GMT -8
She heard that voice again and again she growled. What was he doing here?
~He is here to cause trouble. You know this~
~No he isnt. Gabriel is my friend.~
~Yeah who left you there to go through all that ALONE~
~There has to be reason~
She growled softly as she looked toward the door. She was not about to let Kev fuck this up. No, that guy on the other side cared nothing about them. He had totured her and hurt her. He had broken her leg. Nearly drowned her and injected her with something that caused such great pain. Locked her away in that cold room...
Yet through all that, she could feel Kev trying to get through in response to his voice.......
Who the hell was on the other side of the door. She did not know this person the others seemed so riled up about. She had never met him and it was confusing and scary to her. She struggled to make sense of all of it, but in the end she was pushed aside.
She did indeed respond to the sound of that familiar tone but not in the way that would be expected. No. Instead hurt and anger filled her. How could they have let her stay there that long? It was just as Arthur had said. They did not care! None of them!
~No! They betrayed you!~
~No...It is not true...Spike cares...He cares..~
~LIES!!!~
~It cant be!!!~
"G..Gabriel!"
Pain raced through her as the single bit of sanity that still clung to her broken mind tried to reach out. Shifting to sit up on the bed as she pushed herself back against the headboard.
No..no no no.....
She could not fall for the lies. Not again. Why did that one part of her still wish to believe what these people told her?
It was the same every time Spike came into the room.
Of all the people she knew Spike and Gabriel were the two that she listened to the most. Probably why Spike had left access of the room to Gabriel...though not that she knew that....in her mind she felt like he was on the other side of the door cause he could not get in.
Long brown locks fell down about her face as she closed her eyes and drew her knees up to her chest.
The shift in personalities once again starting to go nuts as she rocked herself back and forth.
Pain again ripping through her and causing her to cry out. She had refused to drink from Spike since coming home....the toll it took on her little form apparent as she cried out. Gods that hurt!
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 2, 2009 21:09:52 GMT -8
Staring at the door handle in bouts of silence, almost as though there was whimpering from inside as well. Gabriel stayed there at the door with his back to it looking up at the handle every moment or two trying to reason to himself not to enter. It was for the best that he shouldn't there was nothing that could be done by his meager hands. Say if he were a God he'd simply wipe free her pain, but then again there was no such power of his.
Finally his spirit broke and he dialed in the code slowly turning back the handle and entering closing it behind him as to not let the demons out. Gabriel would lower himself around the pained girl with something of a hug. Pulling close as to calm and dissuade her anxiousness.
"Shhh...don't fear..." A small light from his skin emanated as the workings of his Qi were at play lighting the dull room.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 2, 2009 21:24:06 GMT -8
She heard the door open and then the sound of him entering. Instantly she tried to back away but the pain was too much.
~Tell him to go away!~
~NO!~
~HE LEFT YOU THERE!~
~He...he...~
Her hands gripping to the sides of her head as she struggled to gain some form of control. Not sure which voice was her's anymore. They fought so much now. Over Spike, Gabriel, Arthur. Everything that had once made sense no longer seemed to.
Her small form laying down and curling up as she whimpered out in pain. She just wanted it to stop! She could not think clearly. She had always know he did not feel for her the way she did him but to let her sit there....for so long......it hurt.
But did he mean it? GODS!!! If she could just have some silence!
Then there was warmth around her, arms holding her and even through all the noise in her mind she knew who it was. Instantly the voices grew louder. Eyes rapidly shifting from red to blue to green. Over and over as they all went nuts inside her mind.
Still the little piece of her that was still her tried to reach out through the pain and confusion...
"P..Please..h..help me..."
Another bout of pain and another shift. This time black eyes opened to look up at him as tears slid down her face.
"You left us there. You let him do this to us."
Eyes rapidly shifting back to icy blue, dull and weak.
"G..Gabriel please..."
Unable to continue and unable to move from the pain she gave into the warmth he offered and curled against him. Her entire body shaking as she shook her head. Trying to clear it once more though to no avail.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 2, 2009 21:31:29 GMT -8
Gabriel's face however cold it was was unusually soft and warm welcoming and forgetful of the past that had crippled everything so long ago. He didn't care for the alternate persona that was inhibiting Kev. It was like Reven a leech, and all leeches had their fill at some point, this one would die as the rest.
"I'm here now."
A brief reply as he stroked her hair back in a calming gesture. Gabriel would tuck her head to his shoulder and pat at her back suggesting she take her rest or cry what tears she had out. It was over and the fact was they all needed to remember that. The future was still there on the horizon regardless.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 2, 2009 21:40:58 GMT -8
His words incited a fury of voices in her mind. No they were not happy that this had happened and she could not keep them all sorted out. Her small hand attempting to push him away from her.
No he had left her. It did not matter that he was here now. He would hurt her again. He would break her heart. He would destroy everything she believed in......
Random thoughts being thrown about her mind..yet the pushing ceased as her mind fought with itself and instead her hand would grip his shirt.
That hand, brushing lightly against her hair, tucking her head to his shoulder broke free more tears as she cried there softly against him. Continuing to tremble as she spoke softly....
"I..I needed you......."
She spoke the words even though a part of her hated to admit them......But it was the truth. The others fought to speak out, though for now she managed to keep them at bay.
"I..I cant stop ...them.."
She breathed out against him as she again fought to remain in control. That hand on his shirt would shift form holding to pushing and bag again as they each tried to take charge of the situation.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 2, 2009 21:47:06 GMT -8
Control was everything in this man's life. But he realized how little he actually had to control therein. Never once had his plans ended successfully for him, nor anyone else about him. Not once had he been freed from the torments of life's sick little game it chose to play. But that was just it, life was a powerful providence.
"Then don't...." Gabriel said plainly clutching her close still.
He was not afraid of them, he was here for her solely and she damn well knew it despite the current insanity. Kevala was one of his most trusted friends by this point, it was easy to see but the sad thing was that she hadn't seen it.
"Be rid of them..." Gabriel whispered calmly in her ear without break.
He knew very well what kind of stir that would cause, "Regardless, I'm here always...."
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 2, 2009 21:59:37 GMT -8
Those words spoken softly into her ear cause a storm the likes of which her mind had never had. But Kevala....the real her..the one that loved him and believed in him.....trusted him....listened.
"You are not going to get rid of me. I was there for her when you were not. Now you think you can just come along and fix by getting rid of me? I thought her stupid to love you...but now I find her to be a complete idiot for STILL loving you."
Crimson eyes opened as she tried to force herself away from him..
Green eyes looked up at him with a bit of fear. She honestly did not know what was going on here. She just knew that Kevala was upset and in pain and that Sasha was mad and that it all scared her to no end. Little form trembling in response to such.
She pushed them back as her eyes again faded to icy blue. Instant pain and yet a hint of affection in her gaze as she buried her face against his neck as those tears continued to fall.
"I am not sure...I..I know how to get be...rid of them...."
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 2, 2009 23:04:29 GMT -8
Gabriel didn't know what to say to be quite honest, in fact the presence that'd been with him for about four years consciously before up and disappearing on it's own. Perhaps it was the stress onto the body that was too hard for it or something peculiar that day at Ground Zero. But he found some pride in saying that it was his own moral choices and inner strength that chased the demon away. But that was just it, simply one demon to face, Kevala had several to manage which is what would make her stronger eventually.
"Look inside yourself, I know you're strong enough."
Gabriel said in the same still whisper beckoning forth her strength. It may not be today, not even tomorrow but Gabriel would see her through this, the pain was temporary as were her creatures. Merely tools for averting the truth of the world. Things were different now.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 3, 2009 5:21:24 GMT -8
She curled her form against him, her face remaining buried in her neck as her hand continued to grip his shirt and then push away. His words again causing a stir in her mind, though she struggled to try and work through it all.
She pushed the whiny little bitch aside. She had grown more attached to Kevala since this whole ordeal. Not wanting to lose her, but simply force her back and hold full control herself. She pushed against his chest, trying to get her small form free of him as she growled softly.
"She is not strong enough. She is weak and will never be free of me. I shall gain control of this body and I will make all of you pay for what you have done to her."
She hissed lightly as pain ripped through her, though she did not let it deter her. Instead she would cast those crimson eyes up to him.
"Why did you come? To hurt her more? Give her false hope that you may actually fucking care?"
She snorted lightly and would struggle to get free, only to feel herself thrown back into the darkness.
She was not going to let Sasha talk to him that way. She refused. No, she would not hurt those Kevala loved. Trembling as she hid her face against his neck once more. Not speaking. Not trusting herself to remain in control if she did.
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Post by Gabriel Seran on Dec 3, 2009 12:02:35 GMT -8
An alter emerged holding harsh words but none too harsh to hurt Gabriel, he'd lived a life of worse things, coarse in nature that burned to the very core breaking a better man. But here Gabriel would stay giving her hope because that was his purpose to inspire hope and love not create deception or harm. Patting her head Gabriel sighed softly.
"I may not be able to love her the way she desires I still do care for who she is. Isn't that what matters enough.."
Gabriel felt himself the father, or even older brother who had to be cruel to those around him, so that perhaps he may teach them some sort of harsh lesson in life and make them grow into able persons in life, to ascend their prepositioned ideals.
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Post by Kevala Badoer on Dec 3, 2009 12:18:17 GMT -8
"No, that is the really sad part. She expects nothing from you in return. Not a damn thing!"
She shook her head, pulling away enough to place her hands over her eyes as she growled softly. No. They had to go away. They had to stop. She could not allow Sasha to keep running her mouth.
"Go away!"
Yelling at herself or at least those within her as she continued to let her little form curl against his. Searching her mind. Struggling to find something, anything to hold onto that would give her the strength to push them aside.
"So many voices..all at once...I..I cant think.."
She whimpered as she dropped her hands and hid her face against his chest, brown hair falling about her features as she cried softly. Pain coming in waves.
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