Rasha Sorel
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Silence can be golden
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Nov 27, 2006 16:59:56 GMT -8
((OOC: Karel only please unless said otherwise.. Or if anyone wishes to join you can send a pm...thankies ^_^))
The sound of the young beauty's 3 inch thick heeled black leather knee high boots could be heard hitting the concrete pavement as she walked along the sidewalk. A few guys passing by in a car tired to talk to her, but she just simply remained silent and paided them no mind as she continued to walk through the night. Her blue denim jeans hugging her hips - the legs of her jeans tucked inside her leather boots - as a simple black button down caressed her upper body, the two top buttons left undone. A few more guys on the sidewalk attempted to approach her, yet she still remained silent and continued walking as if they weren't even there. It was odd for her to remain so quite to such gestures. She always had something to say to there pitiful attempts, yet tonight for some reason she had none - or just simply didn't wish to bother with it.
Her long black hair was a bit wavy as it blew in the small gentle breeze that passed by. She had been walking around the city for a good while now, just needing to be alone to gather her thoughts on certain matters. Lately she had been having reoccuring dreams about 'them' coming after her and these dreams had truly seemed to bother her to the point that she needed to get away for a bit. And so she did, she had roamed around the city with no particular place to go in mind. Then suddenly her stomach started to rumble a bit. Stopping for a moment she placed her hand over it.
....Hmm.. I really should get something to eat...[/color]
Shifting her hazel orbs she noticed an outdoor cafe' though most of the customers seemed to be sitting inside. It was about a little pass 9 and all of course plently of people were going out with there loved ones and boyfriends, whatever, going to have dinner and such. Not wanting to go inside and sit alone having people stare at her, she decided that she would sit outside away from all of them. Walking over and taking a seat, the waiter came out presenting her with a menu. Taking the menu she quickly looked it over and just order a simply cheeseburger and fries with a Pepsi. She was hungry but not that hungry. Taking in a deep breath and letting it out slowly, she leaned herself back in the chair a bit closing her eyes for a moment as her head faced up to the dancing night sky. Another one of those rare times that she didn't pay too much attention to her surroundings and got lost in herself. Softly speaking under her breath.
"..So many things.."
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Post by Karel on Nov 27, 2006 17:17:21 GMT -8
Initially, he had planned on being alone for the rest of the evening, but old habits die hard as his vagrant lifestyle made him wander the city. Comparatively, this place's night life was less hostile and much more welcoming to that of the big city he had come from... and that was something he welcome. His trademark leather jacket was all that was normal, for his shirt this time was red with the dog tags dangling down to his chest, rubber around the edges to prevent the jingling noise so as not to make excessive sound when he walked. A dark, somewhat earthy green cargo pants loosely covering his legs, the usual shoes and haircut as he spotted a familiar face among a side street cafe.
Again. It seemed she had become more and more careless about her environment, leaving her blatantly vulnerable like so many other times they had met before. With her head leaning back and peering to the stars, he appeared behind her... as if he was upside-down from her current vision, his head dropped down as his lips covered hers, an upside-down kiss as gave her more than just the usual hello. Maybe something was different now.
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Rasha Sorel
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Silence can be golden
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Nov 27, 2006 17:51:54 GMT -8
So many things indeed. She had many things to think about, though some of the things in her thoughts she felt that she shouldn't even bother thinking about them but she did regardless. For example Mystel just so happened to be in her thoughts, though she didn't know why she even bothered worrying about him sometimes. Truly she denied ever worring about him but she did. Her head remained facing the sky with her eyes close letting her thoughts run however they wished. She could hear cars passing by as well as people, but yet once again her mind was elsewhere. Yes truly once again she left herself open and vulnerable an easy target once more - actually even more now since she was in the public eye.
She felt a prescence behind her, techincally over her and was about to lift her head up when her lightly glossed cherry flavored lips met the lips of another. Her right hand was about to come up and her eyes were going to open wide, but something about the person's kiss felt familiar. Her lips gently kissed him back - heh like that upside kiss from Spiderman, though shouldn't it be the opposite way - oh who cares who's upside and who's not. She pulled her lips away just a bit, opening her eyes seeing that her thoughts were true. A small smirk crossed her lips as she calmly spoke to him.
"...Hm, hello Karel.. I see this is how we are going to continue meeting huh?.. Unexpectedly.."
She said looking up to him from her current position.
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Post by Karel on Nov 27, 2006 18:10:05 GMT -8
She didn't notice...
It wasn't his presence in her awareness he was looking for... but ever since that time she had asked him where they stood at the Halloween dance, e had been thinking about it. What his life was like, how it was now... things didn't seem to piece together so easily for him. Life sucked. And yet here he was. Although it was true, it was becoming a bit of a greeting to just up and kiss the way he was, and it wasn't too bad.... quite original, actually. Next would probably be surprise-instant-sex but it was doubtful anyone would say no to that. Pulling his head back as he sat himself down into the seat next to her, the tired aura extruding from his body was now obvious to those with the spiritual eye.
Yeah. He could ambush her. Slumped in his seat he found little energy to even speak properly. Audibly.
"Hungry?"
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Rasha Sorel
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Nov 28, 2006 9:31:44 GMT -8
Whatever it might had been that he 'expected' or 'wanted' her to notice she apparently didn't. After all the girl had plently of things on her mind. Her thoughts were scattered in so many places that it would take some time to gather them up and put them together. Even Karel was somewhere in her jumbled up thoughts. She lifted her head from that position looking up to the sky and looked to him as he sat lazy like next to her. His posture gave off this aura of tiredness from him, so did his way of speech. Her hazel orbs looked over him as she leaned up laying both her arms on the table overlapping one another. She gave a small smile to him as she responded back.
"..Well that is why I'm here.. What about yourself? Hungry or just out and about?...You seem rather tired.."
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Post by Karel on Nov 28, 2006 15:35:30 GMT -8
"...yeah."
All of what she said was true, and the single word was all that was needed to cover all bases... he was hungry, he was also out and about, and of course he was tired. But what else was there to say? He could think of nothing, for the stress on his physical body and the effect of fatigue on his mentality meant that thinking was a fair bit impossible at the present moment. Ah, but the pleasantries! To sate his hunger, toss aside inhibition and simply satisfy his base hunger! It was all just what he needed.
"I could say the same for you."
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Rasha Sorel
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Silence can be golden
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Nov 28, 2006 15:52:51 GMT -8
"..Hmm.. I suppose.. I've been roaming around this city almost the whole day now.."
Indeed she was a bit tired out herself. Roaming the streets for the majority of the day, letting her mind wander in so many places at once - it can be exhausting. But at this moment, just for a bit, her thoughts had seemed to slow done or take a rest for that matter. Though her mind wasn't cleared yet, those scattered thoughts just seemed to pause in place at least allowing her to breath. With a straight face her eyes remained on him, as she spoke again.
"...Something on your mind, Karel?... Maybe it's me, but it just seems like there's been something you've been thinking about or are thinking about..."
She closed her eyes and shruged before returning her gaze back to his. For some reason she was just getting a feeling that he had been thinking alot just as she had been.
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Post by Karel on Nov 28, 2006 16:03:15 GMT -8
"... the other day, you asked me what 'this' was, didn't you?"
There was the possibility that it was just him imagining the question - and he wouldn't be surprised given his recent stress levels. So he was asking out of precaution, so as not to only remind her of it, but ... confirm it. If she had no memory of the incident or never said it at all than those few days he had spent thinking were all in vain.
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Rasha Sorel
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Silence can be golden
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Nov 28, 2006 16:15:06 GMT -8
"... the other day, you asked me what 'this' was, didn't you?"
A small 'mm' escaped her closed lips as for a moment her face expression changed to an confused one. For a moment it slipped her mind, yet then again it was somewhere in the back of her thoughts lingering. Remembering asking him that question out of the blue at the dance, her face turned to one of curiousity. Was he truly thinking about her question?
"...Yea I did.. why?"
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Post by Karel on Nov 28, 2006 16:21:03 GMT -8
She knew why. She knew what was on his thoughts, and the exact meaning he was implying... and Karel, being the sorta' dude he was really couldn't return a response for her question. All he could do was return her look, and only for a short while before he looked up at the open sky. Maybe what they had was exactly as it was, and it was just him that was being foolish and thinking otherwise? Oh, how he couldn't risk being broken again. But then again, he wanted to say something but couldn't put it into the right set of words... ah, confusing.
"...ready to order?"
Delaying the inevitable~
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Rasha Sorel
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Silence can be golden
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Nov 28, 2006 16:39:27 GMT -8
A silence seemed to fall upon them as they just stared at each other for a moment before he looked away to the sky. Curiousity and confusion filled her eyes as she stared at him. Maybe she did know why or knew what was on his thoughts but then again, maybe she didn't. For when she had asked him she had gotten no response from him. What she wanted to know was did he have a response for it now? He seemed to have changed to subject, delaying or adverting the situation at hand. Calmly she answered him, that small hint of confusion hidden in her voice.
"...I um..I already have..."
It was uncommon for her to be like this, she wondered what Mystel or even Marcus would say if they saw her like this. A silence fell upon them again as she turned her eyes away looking towards the windows of the cafe' - seeing the couples inside laughing and talking. Her lips began to part as she started to break the silence once again.
"...Karel?.... Have you truly been thinking about that?... Have you found an answer?"
Her eyes remained turned away looking into the windows of the cafe'.
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Post by Karel on Nov 28, 2006 16:49:52 GMT -8
...darn.
He couldn't keep this up much longer... in fact, right now he was at the end of the insanely short line. He couldn't exactly divert her attention from the little weakness he had just shown, and now was about to pay for it. Weakness? The way in which she had spoken was only adding pressure to him, and as if he could not talk, forcing words out of him was even worse... but he owed her an answer - long overdue, he knew for sure that he as a well trained 'soldier' was not alone. But...
"...What do you want me to say?"
Was she expecting unconditional love? He could do that, but like the lost puppy he currently was, he could not afford to be suddenly left alone again. It hurt, dammit.
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Rasha Sorel
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Silence can be golden
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Nov 28, 2006 17:29:28 GMT -8
Upon hearing his response she kept her eyes on looking in the window. Watching the people laugh and chat away, she let out a small almost silent sigh. What did she want him to say? She wasn't even sure in all honestly. A calm tone escaping her lips as she spoke, hidden in her tone some form of sadness or disappointment - maybe even both.
"..Nothing Karel.. I wouldn't force you to say something or do something you do not wish... Forget about it..."
Her eyes were still turned away as she spoke.
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Post by Karel on Nov 29, 2006 3:37:13 GMT -8
No talking? Nothing to say? Fine.
He doubted he could express himself with words anyway... and. She was right, though... he can't say anything despite her forcing it... but she was dead wrong about one thing. He couldn't forget about it. No, not after the amount of thought he had placed into the matter... she had started this, and he needed to follow it up. She wasn't letting him. She. Her. Was that something he had become? Unable to take responsibility and simply blame others for his incompetence to make decisions?!
... No.
He couldn't stay. Stay. Don't stay. Leave. Sit. Up. Down. Seat. Remove. Withdraw. Shouldn't stay. Leave. Leaving was good... That's it... he couldn't do it anymore. Standing up, he gathered the strength as the feeling returned to his legs. A single step as his hands came down suddenly, yet lightly to finger-grasp Rasha's chin, facing it towards himself before pressing his lips against hers. But this time, it was different... his eyes could not wander, and the pressure was gentle.
Did that answer her question?
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Rasha Sorel
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Silence can be golden
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Nov 29, 2006 17:14:57 GMT -8
If you blame others for your failures, do you credit them for your achievements? I would highly doubt that. Not that this was a failure. The saying is just an example in a way to the situation. Her eyes remained in the direction of the windows, while the silence between them lingered in the air. Yes tonight she was rather silent not really unusual - but she was too silent. What did she expect him to say? What did she want him to say? She herself didn't even know. Why had she asked him that question at the dance? Did it truly matter to her what this was? Maybe she just didn't wish to be used for someone elses amusement.
Yes, maybe that was it. She didn't wish to be used and played with like a toy. Then again another question remained, did she have feelings for him? After all she didn't truly know him at all. But if she did were things 'feelings' just hidden 'emotions' for another that just so happened to be slowly directed to him? Hidden emotions for who?.. Even if by some chance she did have hidden emotions for someone she would never admit it. Alas so many questions, so many things to think about and yet not enough time to ponder or answer them all. Her scattered thoughts were suddenly broken as she felt a gentle touch under her chin turning her face. Hazel orbs watched for a moment as he leaned down, gently kissing her. Soon enough her eyes closing as her lips began to gently kiss him back. Was that her answer? Was that the answer she was looking for? A part of her was certain yet another was uncertain. Having trust issues tends to cause confusion in one self. Pulling her lips away, their lips still touching she broke that silence between them. Her tone soft spoken as she looked up into his eyes.
"...Karel... Is this what you want, truly?.."
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