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Post by Karel on Jan 21, 2007 13:29:39 GMT -8
"It means everything to me. And it's because you're everything, that I don't want you to get hurt."
Those words were coming along, and he wasn't quite sure how to say the next. He wasn't lying, he wanted this to happen. He wanted to feel that sensation again, to have a reason to live. To move on.
"...but I told you, I feel there's... something there. Something that isn't me... it's not right, and I don't even know what it is. I... "
He didn't know how to finish. And even now, he of all people was scared.
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Jan 21, 2007 13:40:37 GMT -8
Her eyes widened a bit at his first statement.
I mean everything to him?... He cares that much for me?[/color]
She didn't know what to make of it. She was shocked for she didn't fully understand the feeling. Her heart felt like it skipped a beat again, as she kneeled there listening on. He seemed worried, and concerned espeically for her safety. She was trying to process the whole thing completely. Her hazel orbs looked away for a moment, before slowly returning to look into his eyes. Her right hand slowly came up to rest upon his cheek instinctively as her left grasped his hand tightly. Wow let's pause for a moment. Rasha has become a bit soft hasn't she?.. Interesting what events change a person.
"Karel... If you ask, I'll help you anyway I can.."
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Post by Karel on Jan 22, 2007 18:49:19 GMT -8
That was a problem. Karel never asked for help. If he was drowning with all the cuts in the world, he'd never ask for anyone's help... but if she was the one in danger... well, that's different. But there was one thing he had to ask of her - to make sure she would at least have some chance of survival if the time ever came. He leaned in - closer, still as he whispered something softly into her ear.
"If something ever happens..."
His hand turned the other way to hold tightly on to hers.
"... don't hesitate to killl me."
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Jan 22, 2007 19:24:20 GMT -8
He could eventually hurt her? That's all that played out in her mind. Besides the fact that she wondered what he could possibly do to her. Her eyes remained on him as he leaned into her ear, and his hand beginning to intertwine with hers tightly. Words that she really didn't expect to hear she did.
What?[/color]
Her eyes widened for a moment. Speechless... that's what one could use to describe her reaction at this moment. Could what he do to her really be that horrible that she would have to resort to such a thing? She leaned back a bit, letting her cheek brush against his until they were face to face. Hazel orbs just stared at the man in front of her searching words to say.
"...Karel..."
That's all she could get out... his name. Her mind was still trying to grasp what he had just said to her. Yes she was brought up to never hesistate in that sort of situation no matter who it was; but for some reason with this she felt a small uneasiness about the whole thing. She sighed slightly as she closed her eyes and returned his tighten grip upon her hand. Instinctively her head moved forward towards his stopping just as their lips barely touched. Her voice was practically a whisper for his ears alone, the tone giving off that she was positive.
"...I won't..."
Her lips move in the rest of the way as she gave a deep lover's kiss. Though her words sounded true and positive, if that time came could, would she hold up to that? With her training and background she should be able to, but there's always the 'what if' factor that comes into play; isn't there?
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Post by Karel on Jan 23, 2007 18:06:14 GMT -8
Her sheer change to concern was ... cute. Although it only added to his pain to see her face so filled with concern, he couldn't bare to see the pain spreading to others - especially those closest to him... well, she was the only one. Standing back up, his hand holding tightly on to hers as he rose to his feet, bringing her up with him as he pushed her head over her shoulder, hugging her close... something... something felt... strange.
"Rasha..."
It was definitely strange... wrong even. Embracing her tightly, he didn't want to let go.
"I..."
I... I... I...
Then he felt it. His heart, lungs stomach and even liver felt as if it had all just seized up then stopped working altogether. Karel's eyes grew wide as his muscles suddenly loosened - falling from Rasha's arms and on to his knees. He was going to fall forward, had Rasha not been in the way...blood now covering his lips as he let out a rough cough.
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Jan 23, 2007 18:21:17 GMT -8
Yes that 'what if' factor can play horrible tricks on a person's mind. Possibly causing delusions of what might be; of what might come out of one certain act. Cruel joke the 'what if' factor was. As he began to rise, she followed in tow. He held her tight within his arms as she wrapped hers around him and held him in equal might. Her laided on his shoulder as much as possible considering the height difference. It seemed like he was trying to get something out but it obiviously wasn't coming. Then suddenly she felt his grip loosen and felt his body weight falling upon her. Her eyes widened a bit, as she caught him in her arms bringing him down to the bench behind him. She held him in her arms as she placed her hand behind his head and leaned it back a bit to see his face.
Blood?!..But why?..[/color]
She stared at him in shock for a moment, almost unable to say something.
"..Wha...What's wrong?.."
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Post by Karel on Jan 24, 2007 8:51:18 GMT -8
He was breathless, unable to speak as those begging eyes seemed to lose their focus. But despite the sudden paid, his mind was screaming for help... though, his voice refused to make a noise, the tension merely deferred itself to the twitches of his hands. And as he fell back upon the bench, his head leaned back naturally, then suddenly feeling something else, all of his strength was put into throwing his head forward... but as he did so, it suddenly felt heavy. His right arm immediately moved to cover his mouth where he hadn't stopped coughing. Eventually, something sounded hollow and he could no longer even move to save himself - he must of looked pathetic, for a person who was practically undefeated in battle, coughing up as much blood as he was...
If he didn't get the attention he needed, he really would die.
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Jan 25, 2007 9:40:01 GMT -8
Her body had froze in place. Why? Why was she hesistating? This wasn't like her at all. What did all her damn training leave her mind for a moment? It's not like she hadn't seen things like this before, hell she's seen worse. Her mind was screaming at her, screaming at her limbs to move. Hands. Feet. Lips. Something needed to move. She needed to call someone. 911? They'd take forever but he needed serious medical attention. Marcus? He would get there in no time flat hearing how urgent her call would be, plus he could help. But in the end she would still need to get him to the hospital. Oh great... opitions. No time for that. Fuck 911 it is.
FINALLY moving.. she brought him close to her, allowing him to lean against her so he wouldn't have to use his own strength. With her other hand she flipped out her cell and made that urgent call to 911, yelling at them to take their sweet time. She clicked the phone off and wrapped that arm around him holding him to her, as she spoke fairly calm to him in a whisper.
".. Hold on, alright... Don't die on me here..."
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Post by Karel on Jan 25, 2007 9:47:38 GMT -8
He could feel it... the coarse air slicing through his throat, he forced it in but his closed lungs refused to accept it... his heart murmuring beating the blood as best it could yet no new oxygen entered its stream. But it was a two way situation... as one breathed in, one needed to breathe out. And so, with every breath he forced his throat open, he'd cough. And every cough he made, life drained away. And then he felt Rasha's warmth near his own... even as he went cold and her whisper was unheard, he knew what she was already trying to do.
And how many had bothered to do the same, in the past...?
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Jan 25, 2007 9:55:00 GMT -8
She held him. That's about one of the only things she could do at the moment was just to hold him and hope that the stupid ambulance would come in time. Maybe she should've called Marcus, they weren't too[/b] far from home. Her hazel orbs looked down at him, wondering if he would hold on for the ambulance or would he just give up. No. She doubted he would just give up like that, he didn't seem the type. But yet she has seen many strong people just give up to their deaths, yet they most likely had their reasons. Hearing him cough again, she could see that he was having trouble breathing. His body rested against hers, his head to her chest. She moved him only slightly so that she could tilt his head back just a little on her shoulder, as she placed her lips over his breathing air into his lungs. Pulling away and repeating in intervals.
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Post by Karel on Jan 25, 2007 10:02:28 GMT -8
Her attemps were to be admired, and for that brief while... he had the illusion he was really breathing. Those coughs, getting louder... more coarse than before as less and less blood would come out... a losing battle that was futile in these circumstances, and even he knew it. Never had it been so inconvenient, to happen at this time of night...
Could he trust her...? He had no choice. He needed to. And so his muscles went limp, his consciousness fading... it was intentional. He knew if he let his body shut itself down, it would buy her enough time to do what she needed... the only hope he had, was that she didn't hesitate.
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Jan 25, 2007 10:22:11 GMT -8
Couldn't blame a girl for trying. His coughing seemed to be getting worse by the second. This wasn't going well but all she could do was attempt to give him air to keep him going until the ambulance arrived.
Damn it!... Hurry up..[/color]
Then suddenly she felt him beginning to go limp. Her eyes widened for a moment, as she stopped just before she was about to breathe another breath into him. That was only for a spilt second before she let her lips press over his again and repeated giving him mouth to mouth. Meanwhile her right hand grabbed a hold of his and held it tightly as she continued. In the near distance sirens could be heard coming down the street. He just needed to hold out a little bit longer.
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Post by Karel on Jan 25, 2007 10:31:08 GMT -8
He was irresponsive to her ministrations... all save the squeeze of his hand. It was feint to him... the sense of touch almost gone as his body removed the signals of those nerves to his brain.
If only he could move his lips, he'd of mouthed a thank you. So, was he going to make it?
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Post by Rasha Sorel on Jan 25, 2007 15:33:40 GMT -8
He'd better make it through otherwise all that was just a big damn waste of time. She continued a few times more but did realize that her efforts were almost going in vain. But she continued anyways. The guy needed some form of oxygen going in his lungs to keep him going until they came. And finally they did arriving just in time. She took her head away from him as they rushed over. She explained the best way she could about what happened, before they preped him and placed him in the ambulance. She not trusting them completely followed in tow, as she sat next to him in the ambulance still holding his hand as they did what they had to do and drove off to the hospital.
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